Clinical Depression My Burden (Re-edited Again)

Original Post Date: May 27, 2008

* I had to re-edit this video because I I am not authorized to use any songs. This video was originally uploaded May 27, 2008. Everything in the video is identical to the other version, except without the songs.

*I would like thank everyone for the 247 views the original video had received. It is greatly appreciated.
- Andi V.

Another video about my Clinical Depression. This video is kind of different from my other videos, but I don't want people to view it as a joke, or art; this is how I feel everyday. I just exposed my feelings through imagery combined with footage of myself.

*Note: I shot this video in early April of 2008, and I have been taking an anti-depressant ... again. I just could not finish it because I was having problems with my computer.

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Tags:

• ClinicalDepression
• sadness
• resentment
• regret
• outcast
• misery

[McCaler]

Are you a university student?

[AndiV138]

I wasn't. a university student. I had attended a 2-year community college and then transfered to a 4-year state college.

[AndiV138]

Yeah, that's true but I have no choice. I have to take meds and seek therapy b/c if I don't, then I'll get kicked out of my house. Nobody wants to put up with my Clinical Depression crap anymore, and in a sense I don't blame them.

I would talk to my friends if they were going through something, but they wouldn't let me talk to them personally. I just wish I had an actual person to talk to rather than a therapist I must shell out $50 for once every month. Don't have much $, but nobody cares

[McCaler]

I'm sure you have been asked this question before Andrea, but you'll need to forgive me considering I'm picking up a little knowledge about you when I ask,"How long have you been clinically depressed for?"

[AndiV138]

McCaler,

I've been depressed since age 13. My depression was less severe because I didn't lose most of my interests and want to cut off contact with friends like I am doing now. I was diagnosed with clinical depression at 24 years old: I'm 25 now. I have no social life and refuse to go out.. I no longer want a master's degree that I had planned years before graduating. I don't enjoy reading book, Tv, & movies, I stopped working out and barely eat much b/c I'm so upset.

[pricelesspam]

@AndiV138 I have been battleing alot of past hurts for a long time,basicly a broken heart.Suffered alot of severe trauma,i will talk to u f u want .Some people dont have as many things in there physical life to bring them there needed dose of love and affection.

[darthrudious]

Therapy and meds will never fix the problems.