This was made for the sister I always wish I had, on her birthday. I know she deserved so much better than this.. and I'd give her the world if I could, but I can't.
I'd give the world just to see you again. Rest in peace Julie.. I love and miss you more than anyone could ever imagine. I wish you were here to share all of the new things life has brought your friends and I, but I'm sure you're looking down smiling because we made it through the worst thing that could ever happen. I feel you're around me right now, its like you're not even gone. But everyday I still miss you and I think about you and all of the good times we had all the time. I just can't forget how we grew with such a strong sisterly bond, and now its so different, you're not here to share that with me anymore. I wish we could still have that because you meant a lot to me, and the fact that you used to be the one to always make me feel better when I wasn't okay, and the fact that you were my big sister who would kill for me, and the fact that we were just so close that nothing could ever tear us apart... it hurts. It tears me apart because I can never see you again, all of that is gone. I swear there's not one thing I wouldn't do to just wake up from this nightmare and find you in reality..
Finally could watch this video and it is amazing.....Thankyou so much for Lyssa....A Mom's heart never stops beating and loving, and this video of my daughter makes me miss her more but also makes me realize just how much love can still grow. Hugs always and forever.
insandity1 1 year ago
Anytime Sandi, I miss her a lot too.. but I'll never forget her.
<3333 hugss
HeyImLyss 1 year ago