http://www.myspace.com/benrowlandsmusic
LYRICS:
(Verse 1)
This is me, still the same.
Still fighting, despite the pain.
Still hoping that one-day shit could change.
That one day I wont feel ashamed.
That I can go out and just be normal.
Without the anxiety coz that shit is awful.
Go out for a night and have a laugh with some mates.
Meet a girl and take her out on some dates.
That aint how it works - that aint how it goes.
Coz those are days out and I dont get many of those.
Sometimes you might wanna sit around in old clothes.
Phone in sick and pretend no one is home.
Well thats how I feel, every single day.
I feel dead inside so where is my bouquet?
You probably think Im lazy and thats okay.
Im used to it, thats why I say.
(Chorus)
Dont believe the lies.
Look me in my eyes.
Please dont be scared of me.
Please dont be scared of me.
I remember you.
This feeling isnt new.
So please dont be scared of me.
Please dont be scared of me.
Oh oh oh oh oh uhh.
(Verse 2)
So many times Ive wanted to quit rap.
Coz Im sick to death of hearing I think Im black.
But they dont get it - I doubt they ever will.
They need to chill; I dont do it for the thrill.
I do it coz sometimes I need to speak my mind.
Get shit of my chest and find that peace of mind.
For me, thats what music is all about.
Sitting back and just having a chill out.
But kids with no names judge everything I write.
Then call my family on a track, wow thats bright!
But thats life, when you decide to rap.
But I laugh when they realise I wont right back.
They want the hits I dont play the games.
No auto-tune, but you can feel their pain.
They are desperate; I doubt theyll ever change.
Im used to it, thats why I say.
(Chorus)
u suckkkkk badddddd man
ur shit IS awful
mrpwnr101 11 months ago
@mrpwnr101 cheers man, check my new shit channel out though /benrowlandsmusic
ChippyMunkUK 7 months ago