haha merry xmas
I opened my door, and took in the new cut grass smell and the fresh leaves. It was spring time, joyous for you maybe, for me not really.
I ran to my bus.
Mary Bella. I heard someone yell.
What John? I replied to his obtuse attitude blankly. Want to walk with me to science, and maybe go to the-there was the bell. Sorry John but, I got to get to class, talk to you later.
See I came here over a year ago and it was not the best. Everyone made fun of me. Typical. So as that continued, well thats how the whole emo thing started.
Mary Bella. a voice said that I come to recognize.
Yeah Nick. I replied a smile spilled on my face. He was truly the best boyfriend anyone could ask for.
I think were gonna have to break up. He said softly.
Just as fast as it came it got wiped away. Oh. I said quietly.
The rest of the day went by slowly.
Just as I was about to scream there sounded the bell. I grabbed my books and walked home.
As I walked through the door I heard a vase break. This is just great the annual mother, father fight. I walked into my room and started going through desk looking for the raiser.
Found it. I breathed. I went into the bathroom. The cool feeling of the razor felt good against my hot wrist. I took in a sharp breath then cut into my bare skin. The blood dripped into the white porcelain sink. Sort of like my skin. Then I woke in my soft bed.
Hey. My brother Jacob said. He was sitting beside me on the bed.
Jacob! How? Why? I took a deep breath then, What happened? I managed out. Then I saw his eyes, they lookedwhats the wordah heartbroken, lifeless.
Jake I breathed, what? Tell me what is wrong? I asked.
I saw everything you just did. He whispered. Why do you do that to yourself?
Do we have parents? No! Jake! I stopped to take in his expression. He was shocked yet scared at the same time. I cant always be the responsible one in this family. I finally said then got up.
Mary Bella? He whispered then left.
I found my self browsing on the computer with in minuets.
Jake, what happened to my Myspace? I asked a little pissed at the computer.
UmYeah about that. He stuttered
Of course! I mutter.
um im confused
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