Published on Jan 12, 2013
Rainer born on April, 23 in the year of 2012. Named for Reginar, Rainer being a variation, the name is of Germanic origin; it is composed of two elements "advice" and "army", what I felt was a strong and powerful name. His middle name stems from Baedal ( 배달국), a Korean empire that existed in BC 3898 ∼ BC 2333, started by a man named Hwanung Geobalhwan. He and 3,000 followers stood at a sacred tree in the Baekdu Mountains and created the State of Shinshi (Baedal), its meaning the City of Spirits. This legacy would later be used by a man who would go by the name Choi Baedal to represent his Korean pride and heritage, a man who is more commonly known by his adopted Japanese name Mas Oyama. This man was known for his legendary feats, such as battling fifty-two bulls and in three causing instant death. For this he was known as God-Hand. He was a great martial artist, in one demonstration he engaged in a 300-man full contact kumite over a three day period. Some of the men he faced could not continue past the first day due to injuries.
This was my son's name sake.
In life he was exuberant, excited, and open to the world. He approached it with a hunger, ready and willing; insatiable in spirit and heart.
That world however had other ideas for him and cut his life short on January 2nd 2013. Found in his crib already ceased of life, not the faintest sign of breath. Labeled as a death by unknown causes, we as his family suffered immeasurable heartbreak. I wish him back with all my heart with every waking moment. I keep his photos everywhere, though they pain me, they also motivate me in the hopes that I make him proud and that I keep his memory alive.
If you wish to donate toward his memory, to maintain his grave with flowers and also to promote SIDS awareness. Click below.
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Prevent this from happening to you by at least attempting to lower the risk by purchasing more monitoring equipment. We relied on a standard sound monitoring device. I personally feel this sense of security killed our son.
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Snuza Halo Baby Movement Monitor
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