My Immortal; Joick; [Ep.41]

These episodes are kind of crappy?
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"I'm cold." Was all I managed to say once I realized I couldn't control my shaking body. Joe nodded slowly, and he quickly finished cleaning me up. The pink water drained from the sink, but left a faint stain. I stared at it for what felt like seconds, but when I looked back at Joe, I realized I was dressed, and Joe was completely cleaned up.
"Are you okay?" Joe asked me, and then he swallowed. "Nevermind. That was a stupid question." He looked down, and touched my hand softly.
"It's fine." I whispered, and looked down at our hands. "But I'll be honest. I'm not okay." I said quietly, somehow finding my voice.
"Whatever happens is meant to be." Joe's eyes connected with mine, and sparks flew all around. I felt a weird feeling, but it was familiar. Love.
I looked away, and swallowed nervously. How could I be so awful? Being attracted to Joe like this right now? I mentally cursed myself, and sighed. I rushed out of the bathroom, without a simple explanation to Joe. It wasn't his fault, but I knew he thought that.
Everyone in the waiting room was silent. Demi looked at me, and once I sat down, she switched seats to sit beside me. She pulled me into a tight, comforting hug. I relaxed in her arms, and felt her soft hand in my hair. "It'll be okay." She whispered in my ear, and I prayed that she was right.
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Kevin had been in surgery for three hours, and my nerves were pretty much shot. I paced back and forth, not knowing what to do. It was so surreal. You never think this could happen to you, and a few seconds later, here you are. In the waiting room, knowing a life could be lost in a matter of minutes.
Many coffee runs later, everyone made their way to the cafeteria. Logan continued glaring at me, and that almost pushed me over the edge. I could strangle that bitch.
I kept thinking back to what Joe said. "Whatever happens is meant to be." Was he right? What if Kevin died? Was that where he was supposed to be? With Dana? I swallowed nervously, eyeing my bagel. I wasn't even close to hungry, or had the appetite. I watched everyone eat in silence, and I couldn't figure out how they could even think of eating, let alone eat awful cafeteria food.
I sighed again, and took a small bite. The cream cheese tasted expired, and the bread felt like it was expanding on my tongue. I took my napkin, and spit the chunk into it, and left the table, going upstairs. I said nothing to no one, not in the mood. I just wanted Kevin alive and safe.
I sat in one of the cold chairs, and once a doctor walked by, I got up. "Excuse me?" I called to him, seeing he was carrying Kevin's file, and I asked if there were any word on Kevin. The doctor eyed me slowly. "Please." I whispered, begging him to tell me he was okay.
"You will be the first to know once we hear anything." He said slowly, his eyes filled with sympathy. That scared me.
"Okay." I whispered, and slowly sat back down, defeated.
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The minute hand on the clock whirled around and around, and the soft ticking was about to drive me insane. I stood up, and I knew it had only been a few minutes, and I didn't know what else I could do to pass the time.
I had never prayed, and I didn't believe in God. Too much shit happens in this world to believe in such nonsense. But, after I had exercised every option, I had one left. To pray for Kevin. I closed my eyes, and prayed to something I had never thought existed. I wished he was okay, and asked for some sort of a sign that he would pull through.
As if my prayer had been answered, I heard clacking coming down the hall. I looked up, and there was that same doctor I had asked earlier. I stood up, and my expression went from relieved to scared in a matter of seconds, all from the look the doctor had on his face.

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Liv.xoxo

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[CandyBear415]

How don't u belive in GOD??How dare lol!!! HOPE Kevin is ok

[SmileyTtXOXO]

Awhhh poor Nicky. I wouldn't be able to handle having Joe infront of my face while Logan glaring at me. If i was Nick I would have been punch his ass out. Just terrible. . . . but I hope Kevin is okay. Nick stay strong!

[spannatoolkit377]

Awww :( Poor Nick. I love this story. Please post more soon!

[Littleboyblue93]

I just read this whole story today and my god you have to post! I'm in freaking love with this! More soon please!!! :D

[JasonJ281]

Amazing! I'm so addicted <3

[ChangeforYoux]

shut up Liv you know your words are sex.

KEVINS DEAD. THOSE 10 WORDS WILL MAKE ME HAPPY.

[Jickislove]

love it post more soon

[CassieV0fficialgirl]

Ahhh!! Stop scaring me woman. I'm actually scared for Nick right now. I hope Kevin pulls through and he sees the light and treats Nick right (hehe, I RHYMED!). But Joe and Nick's still forever. Haha, Logan's gonna get a NickyGhettoOhMahGuuddness-Lets Go Bitch!Beatdown if he doesn't calm down and stop glaring at Nicky. Cause Nicky aint gon play wit him. You feel me? -Sharonn

[spongebobsmyhero]

Awww. I want to cry. I have no idea what you have planned for the next episodes. What will happen if he dies? How will things move on if he doesn't? Your writing is so suspenseful, I absolutely love it. <3

Can't wait to read more! :D

[Aushie14]

amazing!!! omg wat happen?? next oneeeeee