Fallin For You Chapter 14

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*Alexs POV* (THIS IS KINDA OUT OF ORDER SO GO BACK IN TIME TO CHAPTER 11..SORRY :)

The concert went well. Me and Nick made up. Him and Chris became friends and so I was happy until I went into my dressing room. I went to my phone and I had a text message. It was from my most recent ex-boyfriend who broke my heart the most. He was mad again. He always was. I could tell by the message that he was mad. He knew my secret and my biggest fear had become a reality. 'Your secret will become tomorrows headlines'. Thats what he said. So I replied. 'You wouldnt dare' 'Yes I will' he replied back. I changed really fast so I could reply. 'What will make you not tell' 'You figure it out' Crap just what I needed. I got it. '$25,000' I replied. He took a while so I knew that he was giving it thought. 'Add another 0 and I wont spill' I dont trust him but I had to try. 'Fine youll have a quarter of a million dollars in the mail by day after tomorrow' 'Good' he replied. I was furious that he was actually tormenting me like this. Then I go to Oceanup to see that one of my songs leaked. It wasnt one that was going to be on the album well not this one. I called my agent and the record company and they got the song off the internet immediately. It seemed like my world was starting to come to an end and I was becoming stressed, overwhelmed, and mad. This wasnt healthy and it wasnt normal for me. I walked out of my dressing room right past Nick. I felt bad for him. He had no clue what was going on and nothing to do with it. I felt like I was taking this out on him. I got a couple of my band members and went to record I didnt write anything down and they knew me and my music so they just went along with it. We recorded a whole song in about 10 minutes. I got off of my bus and went to mine. My dad was on there and I told him what all was going on. I went to sleep soon after and while I was asleep I had a dream. I actually had 3. One of them was what life would be like if I was never Elly. I hated that dream. The next was if I was Elly all the time. I hated that one too. The last was if he spilled my secret and Elly was over. I hated that one even more. So these were more like nightmares and they all scared me. Elly was half of me. Music was all of me. Take away music and Im not me. I dont want to do music as Alex. I want to do it as Elly. I need a balance between being normal and being famous. Lately I was having a hard time finding the balance and Elly was starting to overtake me as Alex. I was born Alexis Danielle Johnson and lately it seems like Im not her anymore. It seems like I can only be Elly. I love Elly but I hate being her for this long time. The only thing I could think of doing is stopping when tour was over. I wanted to stop being Elly. Stop performing and stop singing professionally. I would let her die out slowly until she ends up on one of those Where Are They Now? shows. I watch those a lot and seeing Elly on one always seemed impossible and it still does. When youre on the cover of every magazine its hard to slowly disappear. This would never happen. I would never spill my secret because it would only make me miserable.

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[skatingjbfan08]

awesome!! :D

stupid ex-boyfriend blackmailing her