"Disappear"

*Click More to see lyrics etc* Hey there all, this is a very intense poem, rich in lyrics and images, so it is set to an instrumental by Nightwish and Lacuna Coil called A Ghost Between Us. You may need to watch it a couple times to let it all absorb, but its quite vicious. This one is being considered for my book so please leave constructive comments. And as always please do not claim my work for yourself, but if you enjoy then feel free to share a link with your friends to my channel or vid. Thanks for watching!
Lyrics:
Dissipating into myself, I withdraw from the world and into black, a place where you cant hurt me anymore. A place where a great wall does separate, where once you were allowed in. How you tormented me, and threw me to the ground so harshly, where I curled into myself, as hot tears adorned my soft face, and my hair as a shade from your arrows. You anger that you no longer have my love, and have not for many moons, but tis you that smothered it, and threw it back into my face. Tis you that treated me as nothing, as someone you can cherish only when its convenient for you, but I am not a mere convenience. You give me too much credit in thinking I will continue to lie down for you in the darkness and allow you to walk on my broken soul. You thought wrong. I am not an object, nor am I one to cower before you at your beck and call, nor am I to be taken for a fool. I see what you truly are inside, what you hide from the world but unleash on me, how cold you are and yet cold you were not. Why would you ever bring me to this torment, why must you continue to keep me imprisoned where my heart turns to dust, until there is nothing left of me. Then you have the audacity to wonder why I detest you, why I hold such bitterness and regret for ever letting you into my life? Crawling on the dust I cover myself with ashes, to rub them into my skin where I am blanketed into night, and far from you, with only crimson on my lips and ice blue eyes laced with a stinging anger for what you have done to me. For death would be too kind to me, and hell hath rejected me, for it has seen not such evil as you laid into me. Masquerading as light you drew me in, then shadows overtook me, pulling me down where you have bound me as pinned under your unrelenting grasp, striking me again and again. And my screams ripped piercingly through the echoes, far reaching into this wilderness to haunt me, pushing me to the edge, where I have slipped, hanging on by a thread that threatens to snap and send me hurling into nothingness. Where seething creatures crave to devour me, and I am almost tempted to let them, for the pain of their hunger compares not to this half life you threw me as scraps from your loathing. Oh pour me out, let me seep into the crevices of my crushed spirit, if only to be far away from you, no longer to be harmed or touched by your burning fire, that you feed on with each slaying tone, so unforgivably selfish you are. So unlike me, you are. I denounce everything that is you, for all inside repels me, and I fear your misery will be the death of me. Let me go, unlock these walls and save your hatred for another, for you have destroyed me from the inside out, and ripped my heart from my chest crushing it in your fist, squeezing what little life I had left, and letting it crash to the ground. There it is covered with these ashes I here lay, to regather to myself, and shaking and convulsing my broken form makes its way into the sun, where from you, forever, where from you, forever, I disappear.
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[TheCoDMW2Beast]

I like this poem, it speaks the way I feel and really reflects my feelings about the world

[supersk608]

very nice uploud

[MikeyHaahr]

I cant hear the words

[TwilightNumber1Fan96]

OMG this is my favorite one it's like a emo love thing!!!!