miss this horse, not a very good video but none of my videos are that good at the moment. for those who would like to know what happened to katie read below :)
On the 3rd December 2010, I lost my bestriend. Katie was loved by so many people, especially me. She didnt deserve to die, it wasnt her time to go. At the young age of 13 Katie was cruely taken away from me. This is how it happend.
I came home from school and went straight down the yard, as I got to the gate, the yard manager Terrie told me to turn around and go and get Katie in so she could get another horse in. Katie was stood over by the hedge in a few brambles looking out onto the road. I called her. Her head turned but she didnt move. I called and called and called until eventually I gave in and walked over to her. 'Lazy sod.' I thought.
As I approached her, she turned her head and looked at me. The glimmer in her eyes was gone. I looked down at her two front legs and they were stuck in some wire. I thought nothing of it and called Terrie to bring some pliars over to cute her out of the wire. As I was standing there, I was shocked to what I next saw.
A flash of red caught my eye. I looked over, and the only way I cant describe it is that the bottom half of her leg was hanging off. The bone had been snapped. I knew what as coming. Terrie came over with the pliars and cut her out of the wire so she wasnt in any discomfort. She called the vet straight away while me, Jane and Terrie stayed with her. We gave her some hay and i stroked her for a while, softly telling her that everything would be ok. We waited for the vet for about half an hour. Before he got there, Terrie said she will have to be put down. Say your goodbyes. I burst into tears. I didnt want to hear this. Katie was my pony, I hadnt even had her a year. She was too young. I stayed with her until the vet arrived. It was time to leave her. 'I'm so sorry baby. You dont deserve this. I love you so much. I'm sorry, i'm so so sorry.' Those were the last words I ever said to my precious little girl. I got into the car and we drove away. I looked back and saw her sweet innocent face staring back at me as she faded into the distance. That was the last time I saw my beautiful, talented, amazing pony.
i thought i would be able to move on from katie, but i cant. i think about her every day, every night, every ride. i make videos of her, i cry over her. they say that time heals everything, but infact i miss her more and more as time passes.
i wish she didnt have to go, she was my life, my future, my everything. we still had places to go and things to achieve. some things in life arent fair and if you are still reading this seriously, treasure every single moment with your horse because you never know, you might go down the yard one day and find something horrific, and you living with that? living with the anger and the frustration because you didnt appreciate your horse? i cant describe it, and i never will be able to, all the memories are locked safely inside my heart. i'm never going to lose them, just like im never going to lose you. i'll be with you again soon my beautiful.
forever and always baby, the best pony i will ever have. my best friend.
13/12/09 - 03/12/10.♥
p.s its not quite 7 months but wanted to upload this:}
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brought tears to my eyes <3 xxxxx
horses4eva12345 2 months ago
this is beautiful, made me all emotional! love you clara, xxx
issykingshowjumper 2 months ago
this brought a tear to my eye, what an amazing partnership you have, and will always have. she must be so proud of you xx
cromwellandlucy 2 months ago
aww i love this !!!!!! bril jumping xxxxxxx
Amberelliekez 8 months ago
Beautiful.
blueyescry 8 months ago
She's so beatifull, i bet she misses you too, up in horsey heaven, watching you and guiness making her proud :)
JessAndGinge 8 months ago
Absolutely gorgeous video Clara, Your doing her proud, You were amazing together xxxx
sooty10 8 months ago
Rest in peace beautiful girly xx
katieebabess10 8 months ago
this is lovely clar xx
TheBethhh123 8 months ago
i actually cried reading that desc :'( i feel so sorry for you, but don't worry you will get through it, you have everybody here for you! great vid xx
Alice6614 8 months ago