Uploaded by xSummertwilightxx on Nov 12, 2011
I woke up around 3 in the morning. And I heard yelling, bickering noises. So I laid there- no longer effected...Since its been all I've heard every single day since I was nine years old. Although it took me a minute to realize something...My dad was here. Why was my dad here? My spine got chills running up and down it. The screaming got louder, and louder-then I heard a glass plate break. And another. And another. My heart started pounding and I wanted to get up and go stop what was going on. Because I didn't want them to wake up Bethany and Joseph. I swallowed my fear and slid out of my bed. I silently walked out of my room, closing the door behind me, walking to the top of the stairs, setting my hand onto the railing, the light from the kitchen just shimmering to where the stairs are. I suddenly saw one of my moms favorite dish's be thrown out and broken into a million little pieces and onto the floor infront of the stairs. Than my mom being thrown out with it. At that moment I shot down the stairs and grabbed her hands in a attempt to hull her off the shattered glass poking at her back and sides.
"Emily..." My dad spoke in a soft voice.
My heart froze, and I slowly stood up straight, turning and facing my dad. My dad .He was strong, handsome, and tall. How he looked? Well. He had sky blue eyes, and brown hair. He had the picture perfect smile. If you met him, you would say hes a friendly, kind man. Maybe even a great man. He's funny, nice, family-orientated, outgoing,peaceful, and hardworking, right? Not in my eyes. I have been scared of this man since I was five. I never had a reason to-untill he showed me a reason to be afraid. And very afraid, to.
"Yes. Yes that's me."
He smirked, "Come here, babygirl."
I think hes one of the reasons my soul is destroyed.
"No daddy. I don't want to."
He glared, "Now."
So then I walked. Once I was in front of him, he slapped me.
"Thats for not coming the first time."
The physical abuse started when I was six years old.
"Babygirl I wanna have some fun with you before I leave again." He smirked, checking me out.
He picked me up, and sat me on the counter. He kissed my lips. But I didn't react. The sexual abuse started when I was ten. He shoved his hand down my shorts and panties I wore to bed. He laid me back onto the counter, and I shut my eyes , and ignored everything that was happening.
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