My Dedication Story to My Grandmother *Read Description*

**WARNING, MAY MAKE YOU CRY**

I loved my Grandmother. She was the best Grandmother I could ever ask for. Every day I looked forward to going over to her house. I enjoyed the smell of cookies and love at her house. She would always call me her little "precious" which always made me smile. She always had a smile on her face and she gave the best hugs. Whenever I would spend the night at her house, I would sleep in her room with her and all night I would keep her up all night asking questions toddlers love to ask. Why is the sky blue? Why does it rain? Why is the grass green? And no matter how tired she would get, she would always answer my questions...every single one.

But then one day, when I was 4 years old, something felt off. My mother was crying all the time and she hardly ever cried! Even though I was a little kid I knew something was wrong. I asked my mom what was wrong and she said, "Your grandma died and went to heaven."

At the time I didn't really understand the concept of dying. I mean I did but..it's hard to explain. It's like I didn't believe she was gone. But eventually I got the clue...and when that clue hit me...I cried...a lot. And I was too little to attend her funeral so I couldn't give her one last goodbye..:'[ She was gone..

The pain hit me more than ever as I got older. Whenever I thought about her, I would start sobbing and cry as my mom hugged me and told me everything was gonna be okay. We had to sell her house...and I took one last look at my previous life before the door shut forever. Oh, what I would do to feel her comforting hugs again..Whenever I would visit her grave, I would always cry for hours on end afterward. It was too much for me to handle.

One day when I was about 10, I was showing my mom yet another story I had written. You see, when I was 4 years old, a little bit after my grandmother died, I began taking pieces of printer paper and folding them up to make a book and then I would write stories and draw pictures in them..and when I look back at those stories I laugh at my silly childish scribble writing and drawings. Well, after my mom read my story she said, "Your grandmother used to like writing too." And then I came up with a theory that when my grandmother died..she gave me her writing talent to use to make other people happy. She wanted me to be somebody special and do something to help others. She wanted me to do it because she never got the chance to. This theory has carried me throughout my toughest of times and no matter how hard it gets for me, I have to realize that I'm doing this for me, my parents, my grandmother and God. :] And nothing is going to stop me. I will see my grandmother some day. And I will get her hug, and I will be able to hear her loving voice tell me she loves me.

As I've grown older I've noticed so many things have changed since my grandmother died. I have changed and so has the world around me. I have gotten taller and smarter and I know my grandmother would be proud of me and she would congratulate me on success. She is living inside of me. She is not gone forever. Her spirit is in heaven and her spirit lives within me. She is with me all the time, every day, every minute, every second, whether I know it or not. I love her and she loves me. And I'm going to do everything in my power to make her proud. And then, when I see her again, I'm going to tell her "Thank you" and that I love her.

Songs Used: Eternity by Jonas Brothers & Appreciate by Jonas Brothers

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• Eternity
• Grandmother
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[bobharamaty]

im so sorry! i bet u were really upset.

but like you said.

shes always with you.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

Yeah I know. Hey what's your name?

[Alexagjbfan1214]

Yeah and I did get really upset. Whenever I see a picture of her or visit her grave..it turns into a sobbing session. I can't help it. I wish Joe, Nick and Kevin Jonas could be with me during those times. I could use one of their hugs when I'm upset. I know they would care. They are such caring people. And I think they really need to record that song Eternity that I used in my video. I love that song. It's beautiful and makes me cry. They are amazing :]

[lolbriley]

my grandmother recently died i am crushed and i cant get over it i cry every second i have lots of other problems in my life to that most 10 year olds like me dont have my grandmother died from cancer and thats why i absouletly hate ciggaretts i will never smoke and this song really made me cry im so sorry about your granmother i hope you get better soon i no we will always will be sad sometimes about it but please just find your happy place......god bless you....xxxx

[missemogirl27]

@Alexagjbfan1214 thats exactly how i was thinking when my grandma died im glad someone feels the same way i love the jonas bros with all my heart and i bet they would give you the shirt off their back if you asked. they are such great people

[jonassister4ever94]

Your story is very inspiring and I'm sorry for your loss ♥

Life sucks sometimes, but I love the way you handled it, God bless...

[lindseyspalding4]

all i have to say is... wow...

this is so uncanny

i felt the SAME way after my grandmother died.

its very sweet that u care about her that much to put a video on youtube about her.

this is amazing.

God Bless you and Your Family,

--Taylor

[MrsJonas44]

I love the story. I'm crying right now because my grandmother recently died nd whenever i hear eternity and appreciate i start sobbing.

[Alexagjbfan1214]

Thanks!