Melancholy Symphony: Roulette.

6.
Ive never felt the way I did today.
Never before in my life.
She revealed so much of me.
And she didnt even notice.

Then I ended.
He clapped.
I smiled.
Just as we did this morning.
"Stop it." I said.
"No." He replied.
"Please, stop."
"Not a chance." he said.

I walked over to him and stopped his claps by wrapping my hands around his. "yes."
He couldve easily continued clapping because his strength out numbered mine by the thousands.
Hypothetically of course.
I could take him.
But he didnt.

He gazed into my eyes, the way Ive always hoped someone would.
And I did the same into his.
He slowly leaned in.
But I do nothing slow.
I crashed my lips to his, leaning the both of us into the wall.
His lips were so soft.
There was no shock at all.
I'd thought what it'd be like if I'd kissed him.
But I didnt think itd be this..
This.... breath-taking.
This was no ordinary kiss, this was.. knee-weaking.
Stomach whirling.
And I loved every second of it.

I started to lean in to her, not knowing if she would except me.
She did more than that. She crashed her body into mine.
Our lips met softly but there was nothing soft about it.
She kissed me with such passion.
Ive kissed alot of girls and none of them made me feel like this.
My heart started beating faster.
My hands started exploring her body.
I got all hot and bothered.
And then.......................
she pulled away.
WHY did she stop.

"Tease." I said.

She smirked at me.
I was breathing heavily.. intoxicated by her.
I didnt want her to stop.
My blood was burning as my temperature rose.
Once you get me started.. its hard for me to stop.
But she had will power.
So I'll have more.

"W-W-We sho-should uh.."

"Go" she said smiling.
"Yes, go." I said.
I couldnt even think straight. All I could think of her her lips, her body..
her smell, her.. everything.

We walked back to my truck, I trailed behind her. Watching her walk.
"Stop staring at my ass." She said smiling.
As if she was watching me watch her.
"Not a chance." I said.
By now it was night out.. maybe 11:00.
I drove towards the street she told me, but I didnt want her to leave.
"So, if you dont mind me asking" I glanced at her, she nodded in approval.
"Who do you live with?"
"My grandma." she answered.
"What will happen if you dont show up?"
"What are you gonna eat me or something?" I laughed.
"Im thinking about it." he said smugly.
"I dont taste good, I promise."
"Dont make promises you cant keep." he said.
"Oh I dont, I can keep it."
"Are you going to answer my question." he said firmly.
"All hell would break loose." I answered.
"Literally" he said.
"Literally."

he paused.
"So..................................................................
no chance at all?" he continued.
I laughed."No, you perv.................... Maybe next time."
"Oh, so they'll be a next time." he asked.
"It depends on how good you are, I have to get home safely first" I said.
"Plus or minus a few bite marks."
"Minus the bite marks please." I said.
"I cant make any promises." he said.
"I can."
"Wanna bet?" he stated.
"Bet." I said.
"Alright.. its a long drive back" he said.
"And the winner..." he started.
"There is no reward, I automatically win." I said.
"How do you figure."
"Well.." I started.
"Im.. cuter..."
"True." he said.
"Im smarter."
"So you think." he said.
"And im sexier." I finished.
"Now.. I pull the plug on that one." he said.
"Oh really?" I asked.
"Im definately sexier." he joked.
"We'll see." I said.
"Cant wait." he said smirking.
"Oh, youd wish you had." I said.
"Alright.. its a long drive back" he said.

In all honesty.. Im afraid of this relationship. Thats so typical.
"The girl who has never been happy is scared of happiness itself."
But it was more than that. I cant get close to someone, when I do.. I develope a hate towards them. I want them near me and dead all at the same time.. and sometimes my actions get the best of me.
It was like we were playing Russian Roulette....

its my shot.

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[desteneed]

awe!

thank you! I think you spelt it right?

Oh, I think we have ourselves a deal.

[desteneed]

thank you sooooooo much!!

:)(:

[AmiiLeex3]

Breath taking, amazing, magnificent.

i dont think i spelt that last one right but still, brava chicka brava!

i loved it, this story its just.. so perfect. You have the romance, tragedy, a little comedy. Just wow.

Oh and your Soo on for the marathon for marathon!

I'll post mine on the 24th. Everyones xmas gift :)

[Xilovejb00X]

i loved it.

it was mysterious and wonderful at the same time. :)