Update on Anorexia, Laxatives, BPD...

The video got cut off at the end, which is probably not a bad thing! I wanted to make an update video, but I feel kind of numb and empty at the moment, so it's hard to put into words what's going on in my head.

I know a lot of people are really struggling just now - please keep making videos, keep talking and sharing your experiences. We *WILL* get through this. Life won't always be this painful. We will win the battle, and be able to truly live. I firmly believe that.

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• anorexia
• laxative-abuse
• restriction
• self-medicating
• weight-loss
• treatment
• BPD
• coping-mechanisms
• self-loathing
• self-harm

[MissBorderlinemind]

hey sweetie i can see the pain,. the bpd is a pain in life for sure.. Im 100% the oppeset of you.. I over eat when im messed up..

but the pain.. is the same isnt it..

if you need a friend im here..

[painfulsoulbleeding]

Thank you. I've just subscribed to your videos - I'll catch up on all of them when I can. You seem to be a fellow fighter, who is trying to live through the pain and find meaning in life.

The pain is definitely the same - over eat, under eat, cut, burn, overdose... it's the same pain, just different ways of trying to lessen the agony.

[AccordingToWillow]

@CamiWamiCat It's about punishment and control, not appearance.

[tina130785]

hey you look like a young celine dion

[xxmoonflamexx]

You're so beautiful! Can I help you with something?

[CamiWamiCat]

Seriously I think you look perfect just the way you are you don't need to lose weight at all. You are really beautiful and I really hope you recover and get back to normal because you are an amazing girl, don't look at the girls in these magazines that are thin, guys want women, they want the real thing. Seriously you look brilliant and there is nothing wrong with you, there are people here for you.

[glittterhempfairies4]

BPD sooo sucks! But i wanna just let you know that there are people who can move forward on on in life.. it takes alota hard work and so much therapy. I have been dealing with this for a few years now, but i wanna tell you that i have put in 3 good years of therapy and DBT and i am now able to go to school and handel daily life stresses much better. I do still cut from time to time... but over all i am much much better than i was 3 years ago! You can do it!!!! *~*HUGES*~*

[DownTheRabbitHole100]

i'm so sorry you'e feeling so crap sweetie-you don't deserve this. i know you want to be out there living your life.....i so hope that your team find you a place somewhere that will be able to help you.

Are there any Therapuetic Community programmes near you? One of my friends goes to one here and she is finding it so helpful. Not sure if you have them further down south.

Anyways, i'm thinking of you.

Sending huge cuddles xx