Honesty about me and how I feel

I talk about things i liked to do as inferior. Viktor Hans Emnuel from Desteni as a youngling in process of self-birth from the physical


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[rwheeldon]

Nobody can take you from you bud. Thank you for making this video. I can relate to growing up being in much conflict with my father I too avoided confrontation in fear of standing up. Recognize that you are much stronger than your father and it was his fear of that truth which drove him to suppress you.

[toreterror]

hi rwheeldon, i don't see it that way. I see myself as responisble for my experience. In totality. So stronger, weaker don't exist, only what I allow to exist within me. In this case fear.

[DesteniProdDemons]

Very cool Emanuel. My father was also a very quiet person and I wanted his recognition, so I grew up seeking 'relationships' in which I am 'special'. Ha ha

I like your honesty. How do you experience this openess?

Cheers

Andrea

[toreterror]

Sometimes uncomfortable and sometimes i like it, and i feel liberated. I like to stand by all that I have inside me.

[deliciousonionsoup]

I really appreciate your honesty. Please tell me what you have learned from what you tell us in this message about your inner fears and how you suppressed them, etc.

[deliciousonionsoup]

But what about the horror of realisation when you became stronger than him and he had become weaker than you? it happens. You grew older and stronger as he grew older and weaker. I'm sure the same thing happened between him and his father. What does this really tell us? Because the body is stronger does it make the person stronger or any better a person? No. You are no better than him because you are now physically stronger. And when he was physically stronger he wasn't better than you.

[ABIYAH144]

Very cool - Thanks for honesty.

[rwheeldon]

I like that idea.

[solex4plescar]

hey i have the same 'construct', just realised

thanks andrea and emanuel

[aruan9]

The main aim of Desteni/Col Bernard:

It is time to start looking at this:

"Development and production of artificial human companions...An economic 'godsend', which will allow someone 'power' over someone else. Polite, sophisticated, technologically feasible slavery. And the most profitable industry since TV and the computer." All part of Satanism. Us ordinary persons call it possession.

[cockamamiegibberish]

emmanuel if your inferiority was overwhelming in response to your fathers discipline that means he was an abusive fuckup, but the way you need to "make up" for this now existing inferiority gift of yours is to INTEGRATE IT INTO YOUR CHARACTER- it'll work itself out in that process- do NOT suppress it with good behaviour at school or guitar practice or wisdom or whatever dude, listen to me, i'm your shadow, i'll crack you over the head with the shadow of a frying pan- i will- go ahead, test me.

[cockamamiegibberish]

keep tellin your own story fool. you'll have your moment to be forced to face your destiny as the rest of us who lack the spine to do it intentionally. may as well keep feeding that inner fear for your own demise instead of befriending it and drawing it out because people like emmanuel need an example like you. yes, resolve it all, keep it rockin.