I was still very low even when me and Kevin n joe were waiting for himto comehome .Well actually I wanted to go upstairs and cry mye yes out first so I dont cry again but they wanted me to stay.though they knew Id run away when I got a chance.So I was almost asleep by the time it was 11 30 and the door opened and he came in
Joe was the one who was the most mad I guess cuz he looked so angry like Id never seen him like that
Joe: wat in the world?!?
Nick:Wat?
Joe:did u loose it?!wat did u say to Stephanie!??
That did it.the saline water started flowing again and I ranI seriously ran to my room as soon as I heard my name because I did not want to see them fight ..on ME when all nick said was totally TRUE
I just fell on my bed like before and this time I cried so I shouldnt later and I could hear them screaming
Joe:you hurther feelings!
Nick:I just told her the truth!and she hurt my feelings too by spoiling my date!now anna probably wont ever talk to me by wat stuff Stephanie said about her!
Joe:nick wats wrong with you??shes like your best friend since yo were 5?and THIS girl just comes outa nowhere and you just totally forget her like that!you have no idea!she wouldhave never tried to go to your date and convince you if she wasnt your true friend and loved you you know that!she ofcourse knew she would get humiliated somehow but she didnt care because youa re her best friend and she can do so much for you and wat can you do huh?
Then I didnt hear the rest nick probably just stomped off to his room ..and then it was silent..i thought there was no more fights and arguments now so I just did what I thought would help me.I went and wrote down whatever feelings I had and tried to make them rhyme and sort of writing a song but I know its just stupid to try to write a song thorugh your feelings but whatever.
I was writing for so long that I slept right there and I was woken up by Kevin who told me if I didnt wan to go to school then it was alright n hed get all my work but I am NOT a little scary cat and I will go to school so I did and it turned out .
I got looks from all the cheerleaders who I guess were now friends with anna.The people I saw last night at the restaurant were pointing and giggling behind my back and i didnt even bother to LOOK when nick was next to me and taking his books from his locker.I just pretendd as if he isnt alive and just walked away with whatever dignity I had left in school.Classes were so bugging with people continuously asking me if I was out of my mind and if I really hate anna and check this,the most weird question I got asked by MIKE yes mike mike who likes me.Are you so In love with nick that you can go anywhere to break anna and him up?.Yeah thats TOTALLY WAT I WANT!am I out of my mind Id try to break them up?!?!why do I care??all this time he has been dating girls and I didnt even wanna know who it was and the onl reason now that I want the to break up is because I dont want nickt o be hurt!LIFE JUST ISNT FAIR!
And while walking home I got a smile from anna which I ignored unsuccesfuly and walked right home.
The day was so depressing I went and thought of forgetting the outside world for some time and turned my ipod on speakers pretty loud and heard taylor swift.Her new album had a lot of songs tht could relate to me but I wanted to hear em to just know that someone else out there has also felt like I do right now.I heard her whole album and by then I had my own songs idea totally worked up and started writing that too which didnttake so long but let a few tears fall by the similarities and old times it made me remember.I wanted to hear myy old one so I just randomnly started singing in any melody I had no idea wat I was doing.Here..
I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause no one of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people and sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.
Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,
Now I dont know what to be without you around.
And we know its never simple never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.
Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to,
Breathe, without you,
But I have to.
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hella gay who would read this peice of stinky shit who would make a story about disney channel stars in a love story
the707guy 2 years ago
apparently u r cuz ur the one who came on this video huh so um...i guess ur the gay.. :) thanks 4 the view though!
JB4evaN4Always 2 years ago
First veiw, first comment :)
graceEluvsyou 3 years ago
hey!u dont comment sayin this temme how the chapter was!lol
JB4evaN4Always 3 years ago
hey! i havent talked to u in a while!!!
utubeyuppies 3 years ago
yup u havent i messaged u reply!
JB4evaN4Always 3 years ago