Kelsey: He said it would help.
Joe: Who is he?
Kelsey: my friend from the music program.
Joe: hes obviously not a friend if he gave those to you.
Kelsey: he said the pain would go away. That it would all stop, that I wouldnt be stressed, I wouldnt remember any pain I had felt, and that I wouldnt have to worry about Steve.
Joe: what about Steve?
Kelsey: I think hes here in New York. I see him on the streets all the time.
Joe POV
I held her in my arms on the floor and gently rubbed her back. I did not like seeing her like this. And this guy? I was going to kill him.
Kelsey: he said the pills and the drinking would make it all go away, and I would be able to enjoy New York.
Joe: but why? I thought you knew better than to drink, or do drugs. Kelsey. Why would you do this to yourself?
Kelsey: I dont know. But I need it Joe. I cant just stop, I need it.
Joe: No. NO YOU DONT.
I yelled and she pulled away from me.
Kelsey: Yes I do.
She scrambled for the pill on the floor and popped it in her mouth. I tried to get it out of her mouth but she swallowed it. I was angry, no I was furious. I grabbed both of her shoulders and shook her.
Joe: STOP THIS. THIS ISNT YOU SO STOP IT!
Kelsey: I cant Joe. I cant.
She broke down again. I got up and grabbed my phone. I dialed Kevins number. My voice wavering. It wasnt hard to tell that I was starting to cry.
Joe: Im going to need you, Im going to need all of you.
Kevin said he would be there as soon as they could. I hung up and watched as Kelsey lay on the floor hopelessly sobbing. I was breaking down myself. This isnt the Kelsey I fell in love with. I heard a knock on the door and I answered it hoping it was Kevin and Nick, but it was someone I had never seen before. Kelsey sat up and her eyes went wide. She started shaking her head at the guy.
Joe: who are you?
Greg: Im Greg. I was just seeing if Kelsey wanted any more-
He held up some alcohol bottles and pill bottles.
Joe: No. She doesnt. now get out.
Greg: Dude, Kelsey, Joe Jonas is in your dorm ha-ha.
Joe: Kelsey doesnt want that anymore now I suggest you leave. And never give her any again, or youll be sorry. You hear me. Dont ever come near her again, or Ill make sure you wish you were never born.
His eyes went wide and he left.
Kelsey: you had no right to do that.
Joe: TO HELL WITH HIM. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU KELSEY?! YOU WERE NEVER LIKE THIS! YOU DONT NEED DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING YOU SHOULD JUST ASK ME! KELSEY I LOVE YOU AND IM NOT GOING TO LET YOU DO THIS!
Kelsey: I need these Joe. And you arent-
There was another knock on the door. I went and opened it and Amy, Angela, Jenna, Nick, and Kevin all stumbled in. all of them yelling at Kelsey at once.
Joe: GUYS!
They all shut up and Kelsey sat on the couch and cried.
Joe: Kelsey. Why are you doing this to yourself?
Kelsey: I told you. He said it would all go away. I need those pills Joe.
Angela: Wait you are taking pills too?! What the hell Kelsey.
Kevin: do you not care what happens to you?
Joe: or the people around you? Kelsey this doesnt just affect you. It affects all of us.
Kelsey continued to cry. Nick went over to her trying to get her to calm down.
Nick: Kelsey. What pain were you feeling? What did you think would go away? If you dont tell us, we cant help you, and you need help.
Kelsey: so many things.
Amy: what things?
Kelsey: The stress, the fact that one of the guys here has been hitting on me non stop, the fact that Im fat, the fact that I swear Steve is here in New York, and I need it to make me feel better. It makes me feel good about myself. Without them Im nothing. Im angry and depressed if I dont have them.
Joe: Kelsey listen to me, and you listen good. You are not fat, you are the most beautiful girl in the world, you dont need pills and alcohol to make yourself feel good. Kelsey your so damn talented, and the most amazing girl I have ever met. And seeing you like this tears me up inside. I cant stand it. and whoever this guy is thats making you uncomfortable, Ill kill him. Because no one makes my girl uncomfortable. No on hurts you. And as for Steve, Kelsey hes locked up.
Kelsey: no hes not. I see him every damned day. Its the same routine, all my instructors criticizing my work, I go get harassed by this guy, I see Steve staring at me across the street. The most talented girl tells me how ugly and fat I am. Then I think about how much I miss the one I love. I need that one thing to comfort me, but I cant have it, because Im too damn stupid. And then I get with Greg and the gang, and we go to the club, and the alcohol burns away the pain. I feel happy. Its my escape. And then I dance the night away and enjoy every minute.
I heard her say that and my heart broke. How could someone feel that way? Especially Kelsey.
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Arwen - Between Love and Painby WinterNeko902,813 views
oh my flipping poptart
nickjprincess66 2 years ago
Ahahaha i like that one. You should say OMFP! :D
jessluvshsm202 2 years ago
OMFP PPMS oooh and do you think i should say omg or omfp
nickjprincess66 2 years ago
uh not sure. what does OMFP stand for again?
jessluvshsm202 2 years ago