Cant Have You||Chapter 1

Justin's POV:
Ever heard of the phrase "You never know what you have until you lose it"? Well,that's whats happening to me right now...and it was ALL MY FAULT!If I would only have listented to them I wouldn't be going through all this!I knew I wasn't supposed to tell her!But if I didn't then she would've found out soon and...maybe things would have been worser...Im such an idiot!I wish I could apologize!But words wont save her I know.....If I could only go back in time and correct my mistakes...Oh well everybody wishes for that...Its sad to see that you had someone that really really loves you and then you tell her why you acted weird on public around her.... Well Jose was right about me..."I don't think you are the same Justin as you were before....You've changed a lot. I don't want to continue talking about this anymore...You disgust me" he told me with a mad look. Everytime I pass in front of him or anyone else they just stare at me and start talking about me!Geez I know it was my fault! The day I asked her if she wanted to be my girlfriend she was extremely happy...then I started "avoiding" her....Not because I didn't like her anymore,Not because I didn't loved her anymore,But because of everything the fans said... They expected someone else.You probably should know who. I started getting away from her and just saw her whenever he visited me which was not so many times because I was busy with music or just that she thought I didn't wanted to see her. The last time I saw her smiling was when she passed the night with me. I kissed her, hugged her, and hold her like I never did before. I really loved her but I went to far with the fans commentaries and I ignored my feelings. I wish I could be like Jose or Chris or Ag or Travis....They didn't care what anyone said. They just cared that their girls were happy and safe. That was all. What did I care of?What EVERYONE said about me. If I would have ignored that she probably wouldn't have been dying right now...Yeah everything was my fault!I hate myself!She will NEVER forgive me!I don't care if she doesn't want me back,I understand,but what I don't want is.........I don't want to lose her. Not her...She didn't deserve someone like me. She deserves someone better! But if I could have another chance I promise-no I SWEAR I will be someone better!Give all of my time to her!If only I could....
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Wow...this sucked sooo bad!xD haha im even laughing about it. oh well...Hope you like it!:D

Category:

Entertainment

Tags:

• Travis
• Garland
• NLT
• TG
• One
• Call
• Jonas
• Brothers
• OneTrueMedia

[DrewTfulvfc]

omg, i love it! SUCH a good story!

[DiMPleS13100]

I love it! <3

it didnt suck!!! your crazy! it was amazing

More is coming ritee? :)

[MiUntoldStories]

Total legitness covering this entire chapter(:

I adored this Lucyy(: More will be coming, I expect!

[LovelYnr1]

DONT YOU SAY THAT!!!

THIS IS TOTALLY AMAZING! Like no joke! I WA-- WAIT I NEED MORE!!! soooooooooooon

[bluebear14]

Lucy, shushhh. This was amazing! This plotline is way different that any other fanfics out there. It's got me hooked. POST MORE NOW!! :D

[pentecostalgirl15]

Uhm... This did not suck Lucy!

It's AWESOME. I L O V E it.

Why is his girl dying? :(

Love you.

[whattheflockx6]

I favorited this. Who's laughing now?! :)

It was AMAZING.

IT IS AMAZING.

SO, POST MORE.

OR.I.WILL.SHOOT.