I turned back around and sighed.
The day is going by way to fast, before i know it Nick will be gone *frowns*
~The next Day, Nick is about to leave~
Nick: *starting the car*
Selena: Don't forget to call every morning AND night!
Nick: *nods* I know...i know
Selena: Ooh! Send post cards!
Nick: *sighs* Sel..
Selena: E-mail me!
Nick: Sel!
Selena: Okay I'm sorry...don;t forget me!
Nick: *chuckles* I won't forget you. I love you
Selena:*smiles* I love you too. *kisses him* Okay...bye
Nick:Bye, *kisses Emma's Cheek* Bye sweetie
Emma: Bwye daddy!
Nick: *drives off*
Emma: *looks at Selena* Mommy awre ywou crying?
Selena: *sniffs* No, come one let's get you to, Susan's house so she can take you to camp
Emma: Yay!
15 minutes later...
Selena: *drops Emma off* Thank you so much Susan.
Susan(a/n:random person): No problem
Selena:*drives home*
Sigh.
Today was the worst day ever.
Nick left to Italy..
Emma left for camp.
And now I'm home alone..
Crawled up in a ball on the bad, crying my eyes out.
I've been in this same position all day, I haven't eaten anything, nor, drink.
Life sucks.
Sometimes I wish, I could just close my eyes, and time would just fly by. Whenever i wanted it to.
But..life's not that simple.
It's complicated.
I rolled onto my back, so i was facing up. And then the doorbell rang.
A smile appeared on my face.
Taylor.
I got up and ran to the door, not noticing how Terrible I looked!
There was mascarra all over my face and dried tears down my cheek.
And don't even get me "Started!" on how my hair looked.
I swung the door open. "Taylor!" I shouted
Taylor: H- WHOAH!
Selena: *tilts her head*
Taylor: Uhm, You look..u-unique?
Selena: *covers her mouth* Oops.. *runs to the bathroom*
After 5 minutes...
Selena: Sorry about that...hehe..
Taylor: Can i come in now?
Selena: Y-yeah!
Taylor: *looking around* Where's your Husband..
Selena: *looks down* Italy.
Taylor: Oh right..you don't look to happy about that
Selena: I'm not, I miss him..I'm..kinda *laughs a little* Lonely
Taylor: Well, If you ever need someone to talk to.. *hugs her* I'm here
Selena: *hugs him back* Thanks.*smiles*
Taylor: *about to pull away*
Selena: No! Your...warm *giggles*
Taylor: *laughs* Okay
This was..better
I had someone with me atleast, and some one I like to be around.
I looked up at him, I had to let go sooner or later.
Okay.
I pick later.
Just kidding, I let go, and he smiled I hurried to return the favor and smiled back.
Selena: Thanks for..coming over
Taylor: Yeah, anytime.
So, I'm standing in front of him just looking at him. And he's looking at me.
....I guess I should say something now.
Selena: Uhm.
Taylor: Uh, I guess is should go.
Selena: *looks down* If you want
Taylor: No i don't want to, but Victoria invited me over.
Selena: *cocks head up*
Victoria
Selena: Oh.
Taylor: I'll see you around?
Selena: Yeah, and tell victoria i said hi
Taylor: I will *leaves*
Selena: *sighs*
And depression fall in place again.
I sat by the phone, and hugged my knees. Waiting for Nick's call.
I watched the clock.
Tick.
Tock.
Waiting.
I waited, and waited but he never called.
"Nick," I whispered.
Why didn't he call. I knew he was going to meet someone. But how so fast? Nick, call me! I contiued to wait for his call, It was now 1:50 A.M
He has too call I know he will.
He said he would.
I put my face into my knees as i was hugging it and I cried.
Nick.Nick.Nick.Nick.
Call.Call.Call.Call.
I waited for three hours.
Three Fricken Hours!
I slowly crawled up stairs;
Yes, I crawled because I was to weak to stand up.
I checked my e-mail; No messages.
I checked for any texts; none
Why.
Why won't he call, what if the plane crashed
What if he was hurt.
Something could've happened
The possibilities haunted me.
I fell on my bed and crawled up in a ball again.
My stomach; aching
My heart slowly dieing.
My Body waiting for his arms to wrap around me
And my head screaming out his name.
My life really sucks without him.
I sound so bratty grr.
Nick....
Gawsh what a Drama Queen lol jk
wow,
selena really knows how to overeact.
sasusaku13 2 years ago
lol haha
lipstick4kisses 2 years ago