Deep in Depression

This is a nearly true account of my own depression. The real version, the one that I recorded in my blog, is that a black cat had saved me from my own attempted death. I am still suffering from trauma over the incident, mostly because I hate cats and I think God was pulling a cosmic joke on me of some sort at that time.

The song is "Nothing Can Be Explained" by Mike Wyzgowski.

And yes, I am still depressed. There are lots of things... lots of inexplicable things... that I can't actually describe as to how they disturb me. End.

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[FatalityX9]

The world we live in is infested with pain. There are two kinds of people in our world. Those who can hardly breathe at night because they're so depressed, and the those who are delusional that turn to religions and ideas of God to bring them fake satisfaction. As dilsam100 said, the people who are happy are the ones who care about things that are not truly satisfactory. We, who are depressed, seek something more than that on a level of bullshit. The sad thing is, life is just inevitable agony.

[kyleshaks]

humanity makes me depressed.

[steveshmeve]

This is a beautiful video. Can I post it on my Facebook and Twitter?

[stomp919]

LSD brought me out of depression but put me in the nut house lol

[deleonchristian]

I am a patient of bipolar disorder and I too have felt the torture and bondage of deep depression. But I want to share how I broke free. Jesus helped me... and I firmly believe he is the only permanent solution to depression. But there's a condition. You must BELIEVE! Begin by pouring your heart to him, pray often and read the scriptures, and I assure you you will succeed. Now, this message is intended for those willing to try this method. Please, no negative comments.

[Maikerunihon]

since some months (almost a year) i'm thinking about escape of this society and start a new life in thailand as a buddhist monk without all the injustice and the self slavery....every day you have to work, your whole life to survive in this society

just life your life in peace. meditate and feel peaceful

[tinimini1]

@tarantula152 thinking about the end is making u missing the present, so what is i die tomorrow, right now, in ten years, at least by this moment i know i did things that made me happy, made me cry, made me grow, because thats what life is about doin things that makes us grow as a person, taking every step it has been put for us, n if that step is broken we fix it n continue, life is very hard n cruel but thats the only thing we have so we have to make the best of it n be proud of it :)

[thelastrevenge1]

depression killing me..:((