Laura: My World, My Angel, My Everything. Love, (2of4)

This was a day at the pool with Laura and my niece Tracy on June 24, 2003. What a beautiful day for fun in the sun, and we had just come back from Aruba where we had just celebrated our wedding anniversary on June 20th. I think for us both we were renewing our love affair together, and just remembering the things that we loved so much about each other, and what brought us together in the first place. Yes we went to Carlos'n Charlie's when we were there, and it was a really happening place for the young crowd. As you can see we were very tan, and Aruba is really a safe place to go.

(Love Story Continued From) Laura: A love story broken.

Laura touched my life in ways that no one can ever understand, just as others who ever met her, and my family's as well. Man could she ever light up a room with her smile when she walked in, and you couldn't help but to notice her. I'm not the same person I used to be or the man I had become or hoped to be. I'm sorry for all the ways I know I may have hurt her, and for all the ways I ever disappointed her or let her down. I'm not perfect and no one is, and I just tried to do what I believed in even if I didn't always do it the best way in her eyes. I just wanted to give her everything she ever wanted or deserved, and I hope this guy is good to her and that he can give her everything I may have failed too.

I know AMP was the right thing to do, and I wish she would have just believed in me, because I wasn't going to let her down. I loved her unconditional as I wished she would have loved me the same. For me she could do no wrong, and she didn't have to be perfect to anyone else but me, and too me she was perfect. Funny it seems too me that it's money that makes the world go around, but I wouldn't have taken a million dollars for her. I will tell you all who read this that for me it was worth it all, and what a ride in life it was.

I have met people and have done things that most only ever dream about. If you ever have a dream then I will tell you to go for it, and to never give up on it. Don't look back one day, and wonder what if. Believe in yourself because if you don't no one else will neither. If you are lucky enough like me and to find something that you love and believe in, you will find that no matter how hard and long the days are that you will never work another day in your life. Believe me it's true, and as Donald Trump says, (If you don't love what you do then you will never be successful).

This world was built on entrepreneurs and dreamers like me, and that's how most of you have jobs. You will never get rich working for someone else, and they will decide your lifestyle. If not for someone with a dream and a idea most wouldn't have jobs, and life is short. Laura helped shape me into the man I was, and I lived a lifetime with her. I only wish I could have made her as happy and proud as she made me, and I wish that maybe I had done some things differently as well, and I only wish I could have gotten another chance to makes things right. Everyone deserves that, and if you truly love someone you can over come anything. Trust me on this one, you can.

If you truly, truly love someone then all I can tell you is to do the best you can to make them happy, because you don't know what you have got until you've lost it. As some one said before "It takes a second to crush some one, and hours to like someone, and days to love some one, but it takes a lifetime to forget some one" I could keep going on forever talking about her, and all the great times and adventures we had. We went places and seen things together that I would have never done or seen if it wasn't for her. I wish I could have put more video I had of us together on here, but I couldn't get to all the video I had of us because I didn't have it with me, and so I posted what I had at the time.

I just want to say this last thing. (Have I told you lately that I still love you). I love and miss you Laurachelle, and I never will stop loving you no matter what until I take my last breath. G.B.M.L. and for a time I was the king, and I could have missed the pain, but I would have had to missed the dance, and I wouldn't have missed that dance in life with you for anything in the world.

Sorry baby, I tried the best I could, honest.

Bye Angel,(AKA) Pumskie, Pumkie. Your Rbear.

(Continued) on Laura: Love of my life, 3of 4

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[LaceFace09]

what song did you use for this? its beautiful!

[IrishLainey]

What happened her? Did you guys just break up?

[plethorajoih]

being in love is more painful than dying.

[JoannaF200]

one greek word says:"if u love someone let him leave..if she came back then it was yours.if she will not,then she never been..

i wish u to be good ur hurt from this pain.

i don't have pass smthng like that,and i don't want,but i can imagine at least a little.

[dakesim]

awww...i can see..so thats what happened ... You are such a great man.I've never seen before someone like you.Laura must be a great person if she got you so in love.You have a pure soul and i think you deserve someone to love you as much as you are able to love someone.if laura has someone else in her life you can do nothing about that.your love will bring you more pain than satisfaction so you must go on.You can love someone else...only let the time to heal you...

i wish you all the best

[funnylumpy]

As I posted on the other video's. This is not to make others feel pity for us that find our soulmate it's that so people can understand that feeling of being truly blessed with the time you get to share with your soulmate.

I wish people could be more understanding, but it's hard when you don't know what this is all about. See the connections and see your purpose and when you see it and you loose ti life loose purpose.

I don't wish this pain on anyone else this is hurting so much from deep within