So we've been talking...a lot...about everything. About when we were gonna move into the house, about when we were going to get that business up and running. I was actually surprised, he even brought up kids. I honestly never thought of it myself but he seemed so happy talking about it. Of course the big one, when we were going to get married....well in front of everyone. When we were up at the resort we went to town and just did it. It was so romantic. He told me he wanted us to do it this way, for now. He wanted it to be on our terms, How we got married, where. He knows as soon as we gave his Mom the date that she would choose everything for him. Where, what time, how. He didn't want that. I just want what he wants. I agreed to this marriage being a secret as long as I still got my storybook wedding when he was ready. That was our agreement, but this sneaking around it feels like how we met. I feel like it's all brand new again. That rush of getting caught. I loved that feeling. God I love him.
Kevin: Good morning, my love
Me: mmmm, it's to early to be charming
Kevin: I've been up for a while, thinking
Me: about what
Kevin: about what you said...at the cabin.
Me: Kevin, your gonna have to be more specific, we've been talking so much that.....*he cuts her off*
Kevin: about the birth control, about how you wanted me to give you some time for them to get back on track. Well I was thinking that we did it twice yesterday.
Me: Oh my god, Kevin. I forgot all about that.
Kevin: I realize that we wouldn't know for another month or so, but what I was thinking was this. I know what you did for Emily when she was worried about getting pregnant, having her go get the morning after pill. I don't want that for us. Now that I told you that I don't want you going out to get those pills. You always tell me I do so much for you and you never do anything for me, which isn't true. You do so much for me. Anyways What I'm trying to say here is if you ever want to do something special for me, this would be it. If in a month or two you find out your pregnant then it was meant to be.
Me: What exactly are you trying to say
Kevin: Giving me a child would be the greatest gift that you would ever give me. Something that we made together would be so special to me.
Me: I don't know what to say.
Kevin: I just want you to know that if it doesn't happen I'm not rushing you into anything. It was just in case.
Me: you are the most romantic, most wonderful man I have ever met. I love you so much.
Kevin: I love you too. Your my everything.
He leaned over and his lips touched mine so softly that the rest of the world just faded away. Then there was a knock at the door which let me know the the rest of the world was still there.
Me: It must be Nick, he's always the one interrupting us.
Kevin: who is it?
Nick: it's me, I forgot to bring a change of clothes for school, can I borrow something of yours.
Kevin: Yeah hold on.
He looks back at me and kisses me again. He gets up and gets dressed and grabs some clothes for Nick out of the closet. I put my head back down on the pillow and thought about what he said.
This is to Nicolemm7891.....I can't wait for your computer to get fixed. I hope you see this. Just saying Hi. enjoy
MAthas723 3 years ago