I wish you would STAY - 2011

watch in HD please, makes a big difference. :)

so this year - i can't describe how to feel about it.
It changed. Everything changed. Me, Myself and I. My Life. Just everything wasn't the same as before.

UPS:
- i met some amazing people (Ali - Chanduproductions & Leonie - Leoniefanny87987) from yt
- i had my first show jumping show with Ramon
- i meet many new people in new school and at partys
- i was in france with my family in holidays
- i was in poland from our old school - exchange student ,lived by a girl with horses
- my old class and me had a very great schooldegree and party
- i had a great summer with friends (Bodensee Seenachtsfest - firework, and private at home)
- i still have contact with some of my old class and have still fun with them at weekends
- i met many nice people in youtube i want to meet next year
- i love my cat charly sometimes i felt like he is the only who understands me he is like a little brother
- .......

DOWNS:
- i lost many friends who were important to me
- many people i knew died by accident or something else
- i lost hope
- i felt depressed
- with ramon was it sometimes very hard because he changed
- i didn't jump very much with ramon
- i lost my riding friend and since that day i'm just riding alone (NO fun)
- I miss my old class
- my notes are very bad in the new school
- i changed myself also my personality
- i didn't ride Sam since the last winter
- my old horse share was sold without telling me something about that
- christmas wasn't the same as before without my grandma
- boys destroyed my life
- ......

Def. more downs than ups. If i could i would begin the year 2011 again - new beginning to change everything i did wrong in this life. I promise i will change myself in 2012, i'm so sorry for all things i did wrong - if i hurt somebody, was mean, or something else. I just need my time to think about it and to do it better.

2011 - i wish you would stay.

Category:

Pets & Animals

Tags:

• cindarellaax3
• riding
• horses
• my year 2011
• sandra
• ramon
• ups and downs
• stay

[NewBeginningForUs]

haaaaaaaaaaaaaammer :)

[Cindarellaax3]

@NewBeginningForUs daaaaaaanke <3

[hoppelponyperfect]

oha das video ist soooooooooo übertriebenst schön!! erst dacht ich so ein normal schönes vid halt.. aber dann OMG DAS IST SAU ÜBERNORMAL ÜBERTRIEBENST MEGA HAMMER SCHÖN MIT NEM MEEEGAGEILEN LIED UND MEGAGEILEN CLIPS *.* woooooohaaaaaaa

[Cindarellaax3]

@hoppelponyperfect oh wie süß du bist <3 dankeschön <33

[LeniJolly]

omg! das ist sooooooooooooo wunschön einfach unbeschreiblich <33333

[Cindarellaax3]

@LeniJolly omg daaankeschön <3

[LifeLongEquestrian]

this is so beautiful, one of my favorite videos<3

[Mausiiiable]

sehr schönes video, wieso sehe ich das jetzt erst o.o

du warst im skyline park? da war ich auch schon gaaanz oft ^^

ich wünsch dir mehr glück als im letzten jahr! ;D

[Cindarellaax3]

@itstheresax3 theresaaa du spinnnneeeeeeerrr :D <3 <3 <3

[Cindarellaax3]

@Adeey06 ich sage nur ein wort DUBISTTOLL:DD

[Cindarellaax3]

@leoniefanny87987 hahahahaaa jaaa :))) dnakeschön<3