Running From Autumn - Quelo

You're saving tears for tomorrow

Cause for today you don't have to miss me.

You pretend not to even notice

The time between us passing so quickly.

We fell in love in winter,

Now it's right back around the corner .

Wish you'd understand

How my priorities are ordered .

Wish you'd try to be more a little more supportive ,

Instead you're so withdrawn its ,

Beginning to discourage me .

And Though it's not purposefully ,

Your inattentions are still hurting me.

I'm taking the time to invest in my self for once

Cause ive already invested in us too much

And this thing called love has become my crutch

Molehills become mountains when neither of us will budge .

So I thinks it time for me to progress

Now I'm not saying it's on to the next

Cause that type of recovery only exists in texts

And I can't deny the burn in my chest

But im not sure you can handle the distance

And I don't think I can handle the bitchin

I hope my words are eventually forgiven

And I hope that you never forget this

Beautiful insanity

I wish I could provide

What it is you demand from me
But ill be the first to admit my own inadequacy

And you cant deny I kissed your soul passionately

Filled the holes in your heart like dental cavities

Now its time you stand on ya own like you been practicing

Don't doubt that I adore every aspect of your being

But lately eye to eye aint quite what we've been seeing

And youre so obsessed with the thought of me cheating

That you can even see the benefits of the reason im leaving

I just wanna be able to pay the bills whenever they're due

Cause only the dreams that money can buy are the ones that come true

I want food in the cabinets and a mortgage that's paid

I'm young and ambitious, all I got is my faith

Learned the hard way I cant have and eat my cake

So it's the girl or the world, guess both cant be saved

I know its painful and time may never heal a thing

But I find no satisfaction holding a list of unfulfilled dreams

Who knows I may leave and choose to never come back

So how can you expect for us to remain on track ?

Plus you don't trust that I know how to act

So im leaving everything else here that don't fit when I pack.

I know this sound a lot like a break up

But this aint goodbye

This is sorry we didn't work out

Even though we both tried

Maybe we'll walk a little easier

Once our paths are untied

Cause I never meant to break your heart

When I first broke your stride .

I just wanted you to slow up

So that I could be next to you.

But I fed you broken love

In exchange for the best of you .

We take eachother for granted,

I just don't see what's left to lose.

And what's better for me may not be what's best for you.

The fall is fast approaching and soon ill be starting college.

Aint no sense in me selling you another broken promise

Try to accept that im just being honest and that

I would prefer to avoid anymore problems.

Cause to try running from Autumn is like tryna run from progress

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