Because this was the last video of the 2nd fast, I did little editing and let it go long.
Important Update:
I feel healthier than I anticipated, and G-d has blessed me, as this experience has been very rewarding. I feel it is safe and will be attempting a third and final 40 day fast, after 4 days of eating, following the second fast. I will not fast to the point of risking death, although I do trust G-d to take care of me.
The 2nd fast will end on the night of May 28th, which is the beginning of Friday the 29th, on the Jewish Calendar. The 3rd fast will begin the evening of Monday, June 1st, and will end the night of July 11th, 2009.
I have finished the 42nd day of a 40 day fast. This is my second consecutive 40 day, water only fast. (A water fast is one in which only water is consumed.) These two water fasts have been separated by approximately 7 days of eating - (the days of Passover Week) - so the 2 fasts consist of a 40 day fast before Passover Week and a 40 day fast immediately following Passover Week. While breaking the fast during Passover, only "Kosher for Passover" foods were be eaten. I post this information with every video.
I am fasting for spiritual reasons, the primary motivations being to become the woman G-d wants me to be, to know and do what He wants me to do, and to, in general, become the person He wants me to become. I am NOT doing this for the purposes of weight loss, cleansing, experimentation, record setting, health, or for any other non-religious alterior motive. Nor am I doing this for anyone else, though other individuals have asked me to pray for certain things during this time.
During the 1st fast, I fasted up until Passover week began, (the evening of April 8), which made it ~41 days of fasting, since I had last eaten on February 26, at 11:58pm. I ate during passover, as instructed in the Torah, and then began this second 40+ day fast, which will end with the beginning of Shavuot (Pentecost) on May 29.
I ate no food and drank only water for 40 days, until Passover began. At which time, I broke the fast by eating the Passover meals and matzah bread (unleavened bread or bread without yeast) and foods allowed during the passover week, (equivalent to approximately one meal or less a day, all in total). Immediately following that week, I began the second 40 day fast, which will end on Shavuot (the day of Pentecost), so, in actuallity, it will be an additional 42-43 days of fasting. In total, I will have fasted 84 days, when the 2nd fast concludes on May 29. Though no one has ever gone more than 63 days without eating before death, I feel confident that with eating the passover meal/food each day during the Passover week, and with G-d's protection, I will be able to finish this second 40 day fast. I assure you, I will NOT risk death. If at any time I feel my life is in danger, I will stop without hesitation.
This type of fast (a water only fast) is identical to the fast Moses, Jesus, and others have achieved, which means consuming nothing but water. However, Moses did not consume water, and Jesus did only one 40 day fast. Fasting for 40 days at least once was what I was initially striving for, but on the last day of Passover Week, I did not feel my health to be in danger, so I am fasting for 40 more days, thus completing two 40 day fasts.
I am aware of the admonitions to keep fasting private, along with the consequence of losing rewards for not doing so. I am normally a very quiet and private person. However, I feel information like this, being made available to the public, could be both motivational to the Spiritual, and informational to the Scientific. I searched for specific knowledge on fasting, but found few details concerning fasts lasting longer than a week or so.
I want my fasting to benefit both myself and G-d, but also others who may be helped by deciding to do the same thing. For these reasons, I will provide information on both the physical aspects and spiritual changes I experience daily, during these two 40 day fasts. This will include levels of hunger, energy, spiritual perception, weight loss, and both problems and benefits I experience. Weight amounts are only being publicly disclosed to confirm the validity of the fast itself.
In the interest of full disclosure, and at my husband's insistance, I am taking multivitamins, which commonly include vitamins/minerals such as iron, potassium, sodium, B12, etc., one - three times a day. I have made entirely sure that these contain NO calories, protein, or sugars in any form. This is to ensure that, though I am drinking nothing but water, the risk of injury is at a minimum, and that the stringent definition of 'fasting' is not violated.
This fast, (the 2nd one), started April 16, 2009, and will end on May 29, 2009, (the beginning Shavuot/Pentecost.)
The 1st fast started at 11:58 P.M., February 26, 2009, and ended the night of April 8, 2009.
this is so dumb and sick.
get mental help.
Minkz89 1 year ago 14
you have taken something good to such an extreme that it is unbalanced.... I'm sorry I'm out there at times and can be extreme, but 83 days is way way too much and you don't look good at all. it's like you have a sickness of anorexia. At first I was impressed with the 40. But it isn't a wonder you feel closer to god, because you are fixin to die! the cravings for guacamoli is for a reason.. you need some fats!
Ishkiia 1 year ago 9