Domestic Abuse: My story

This was the hardest thing to film...I had not talked about this in over ten years. I just felt the need to talk about my story and I hope at the very least this helps out SOMEONE who needs to hear a story of survival and dealing with depression.

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[schoolgeek2b]

For years I was abused by my brother. My parents knew he had anger issues but no one acknowledged that he was physically abusive. For years he punched me, locked me up & even strangled me. Im 17 & finally told someone & made sure my parents knew I was serious but they think I lied & he denies everything. I feel worthless & horrible. I look for success stories but they always have a support and I don't. What if I become a statistic? What if I am too messed up? I don't want this to be my history.

[fivejsmakesus5]

@schoolgeek2b You ARE your support, your the ONLY one that can stand up for yourself but you can surround yourself with people who DO love and care about you! I went to counseling, a therapist, and I talked with my family members about what was happening to me and mom. They all have good words to say, but the bottom line is it is up to YOU to stand up for what is right. YOUR NOT TOO MESSED UP! Look at me for God sake, after all this shit I went through I am now a mother, wife etc

[fivejsmakesus5]

@schoolgeek2b This is my history and it has made me a much stronger person...so remember that. GOOD for you for doing the right thing and telling someone, anyone..it isn't your problem anymore...let it sit on their concious

[Growwithglor]

Thanks sharing.. the more of us that speak of our experiences collectively the stronger all will become..Thank you...

[fivejsmakesus5]

@Growwithglor Your welcome....I would do it all again just for that reason..so that hopefuly it helped someone...in anyway feel better, stronger and less alone! Most of all not feel guilty....it can feel like it is somehow my fault, even if it really wasn't. Thank you very much for watching & commenting....

[sissy27]

I was a victim of child abuse. My grandmother who I lived with abused me and no one would do anything. It finally stopped when she died of cancer when i was 13. I totally understand how you feel.

[fivejsmakesus5]

@sissy27 I am so sad when I hear all these stories, yet something about it is so powerful in that I know more NOW that I am NOT alone.....your amazing, and I am thankful that you no longer have to deal with the abuse, but I also know about how it effects your mental state throughout your life...it is a daily struggle. Thank you so much for telling me about your story. HUGS!!!!

[MarissaMakesUp]

Reading all of these comments knowing so many of us can relate to this just shows how strong we are. I can relate in so many ways..and there is always a breaking point. Always. I hope that anyone going through this can gain from it and you are amazing for sharing your story! I know that you are going to save someone's life with this.

[katelyndn]

Thank you for sharing this. It made me take a look at how I am and how God has wired me to be a fighter as well. I grew up in a similar circumstance where from the get go it wasnt fear but anger and love for my mother that made me feel 10 ft tall and bullet proof. Sometimes I blame myself that I could have just kept it to myself and made things easier for my mom bc Im sure I made things harder for her... But when your little you dont know the gray areas you just know right from wrong.

[fivejsmakesus5]

@curleeygurl wow....I hope you know how much it means to me that your sharing this with me...honestly, I hurt for you and know your pain...that father daughter relationship is so important. Thank you.....

[fivejsmakesus5]

@luloops Hugs to you too girl!