Hero (remix) - Depression, Suicide, Self-Harm [etc]

I know this video is long, the quality was eaten alive by the uploads, and the description could be better, but I did this on the run; sisters needed comp and I had to be somewhere. :(

(fyi: "you" = ppl who can relate to the vid in one way or another)

I know this sounds like the same old thing of someone telling you what in your mind I know is prolly bs or annoying, I mean, I hated that people told me what I'm about to tell you...
I really am sorry that it annoys you and all, but I really am not sorry to ask you to at least go to this site:

http://www.suicidehotlines.com/national.html

I'm not saying you need to see someone, call anybody or email them; you don't even have to listen to me and go to the site, its your choice and I'm not about to argue with you.
I had a friend who cut himself, ran away, and (from what I heard later) he killed himself.
I miss him terribly and I loved him very much; he told me all the time how he felt and what he was planning, and I told him how I felt about it and all that and everyday that he was in school, I got the biggest smile just because he stayed for another day.
He asked me why I felt the way I did, but never told him no.
I told him that its his right to do what he wants; if he wants to die or hurt himself, he can go ahead and do that, I couldn't stop that. But I also told him it made me sad and I wished I could do more.
I myself was bullied in so many ways so often for so long that I snapped and became suicidal, did self-harm and would scream/sob all the time.
I don't know how I made it, but I'm glad I did because even though I'll never be the same, I'm well enough now (even with depression) that I have a life with a ton of new friends and smile a lot more than I ever did before.

Listen, I know that when people talk about or to you in ways that make it sound like they want you to feel guilty or that their the ones who are the stupid ones in the situation, and that might be true, but I'm sure they want you stay happy (and alive too). Again, I'm not saying you have to do anything you don't want to, you have your rights! but at least open your mind just a tiny, tiny, tiny bit so you might hear/see something that'll click with you.

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• Superchick
• health
• depression
• self
• harm
• suicide
• drugs
• drinking
• teens
• bullies
• bully
• bullying
• help
• hotline

[luke2008aa]

Hi, i have suffered from depression, i still have bad down moments, i still self harm from time to time, i want to stop but i find it so hard

[theflyingflea]

Aww, sorry to hear tht hon 3; but it really is hard to stop- I finally convinced my family to at least let me see a dr about my depression since I cut myself a few days ago and got so mad at myself... but if you can avoid self-harm, even by one day, thats great; its one day without it <3

*hugs*

[luke2008aa]

Hi, what songs do you use in this video

[theflyingflea]

Hero (the red pill remix) by Superchick

[19iona93]

love the video aswell

really powerful

soz but couldn't fit that in and i had to rant! lol, it helps

[theflyingflea]

Lolz thank you ever so much sweetie =3

Means a lot to me :D

Haha I know what you mean; I've had to rant through video comments myself xP

[911dustkiss]

What is the song name in the beginning?

[AnnaRoseKi]

@CLUBMADCHRISTIAN hi i know that feeling it sux but hold on there are things you can do and people who actually listen. i go to this website: reachout.com there's also lifeline and community support. i hope you feel better:)

[CLUBMADCHRISTIAN]

Life is so shit what's the point sometimes I was diagnosed with sever depression 2 years ago when my life when tits up the actual time I've been depressed in nearly 7 years :(

[tanya9nithreus]

@450rable how about you? what do you do? ^^

[tanya9nithreus]

@450rable hmmmmm lol. well, usually my "depressive nights" start out with me feeling sad etc inside.... it usually turns into a want to do something then though =P. i find the best way to deal with those kinds of depressions is just to take a day break on your OWN and brew some warm honey tea and watch a movie which relates to your depression and has a happy ending ;P. that always cheers me up.. or i start drawing while listening to music(happy music please!) or just watching funny videos =P

[450rable]

@tanya9nithreus wat do u do to past the bad timez?

[tanya9nithreus]

@450rable awwww... that sucks! i'm sorry about that! yea, it's pretty hard dealing with all that. i feel really bad for anyone that has to go through something like that. i don't think anyone deserves to have something like that happen to them. but we're all not alone =). and we shouldn't ever look down or break down. there's always hope. together we're strong! i hope you'll finally start experiencing the up-sides of life! ;).

and yep! see ya where ever we end up ;D haha.

Take care! ;).

[450rable]

@tanya9nithreus holy crap same life as me :(((

[450rable]

@tanya9nithreus bro u lived the same life as me jus different timelines and shit. man i feel for you.. the trust issues brought up from being sent to a school far away is very huge and depressing.. hope u the best and ill see u whenever and werever we end up :)

[tanya9nithreus]

sorry for spamming in the comments!