sam #139 - 1 YEAR ON T

august 23, 2010 - august 23, 2011 = my first year on T. wow. it's been an incredible year. i feel so happy and so healthy and so grateful. by the way, i promise i won't only make shirtless videos from now on. i am just excited about it. :)

- a lot of oscar meyer bologna song!
- starting to think I actually do look different -- haircut + top surgery + weight redistribution + angular face + 5 o'clock shadow
- after top surgery I think my voice has dropped/cracked more & more hair has grown (BEARD!! on the backs of my hands, backs of arms, back... eep!) is it from the removal of estrogen producing stuff in my chest?
- men's bathroom at school
- still photos (the nice ones) by casey mae
- friend says that my arm muscles are different
- male hairline vs. receding hairline - thinking about lowering dose and still have finasteride as backup
- still don't do my own shot
- legal name and gender change in the next few months

music by angel villon

perception (with old music): http://youtu.be/Y1wxPlnVS-g

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[spyrolad]

Wow! You look amazing! Hard to believe it's the same person as the video I just watched (from 2008)!

[videokidsam]

@spyrolad thanks! yes it has been quite the journey (physically and mentally). :)

[KaiJoonas]

I know I'm late but congrats on your 1 year (or now 1 year and 3 months). It's great to see how many changes you've gone through. You're looking great!

[videokidsam]

@KaiJoonas thanks!!!

[Dylaganally]

Sam! I missed you so I had to come watch your latest video.

[videokidsam]

@Dylaganally hehehehe. :) LOVE YOU.

[MrImportrans]

@Dylaganally I just did the same thing! :D

[videokidsam]

@anarkistiska :)

[anarkistiska]

yay awesome!

[videokidsam]

@ephemeralesteem good point, not all "full beards" are 100% coverage. i never looked too closely at beards until now, time to do some investigating. :) thanks for the kind words! glad you enjoy the videos.