That morning i woke up with the most massive headache in the world. I tried lifting my head but it instantinly fell back down with a grown.
"oh your awake" Joe said softly and stroked my face, "you look pale..."
I moaned and frowned, "i feel like shit.."
"awh baby. ill go get u some tyolenal"
He sat up and walked downstairs, closing the door behind him softly.
I never thought awful dreams could make me feel this shitty. I causiously sat myself up in bed and breated heavily.
::1 New Text Message::
From::Nick=]
Veiw Now
Veiw Later
I tapped veiw now and smiled slightly.
Nick--good morning=]
me--why r u doing this to me?
Nick-- what?
Me-- texting me....ive been worried sick for the past 2 monthes and when i needed u the mosy u werent there!
Nick-- Alex...im really sorry...
Me-- watever.
Joe walked inn with a cup of water and 2 pills. he sat next to me and kissed me lightly. i popped the pills into my mouth and drank the water. Joe stroked my hair and kissed my cheek.
"Hungry?"
I shook my head no..
"SO uhm...today my dad and kevin are comming back..." Joe said and looked down.
"and nick?" i whispered
Altho i already knew what nick was doing, i asked anyway. wanted a differnt responce, hoping the plans had changed.
"well...hes goin to live with my grandma..but hes staing here for a bit cuz my dads making him."
"Your dad hates me...does he kow im here?" i continued to whisper.
"i dont know....and if he syas anything it'll be ME that pops him in the face" He alughed.
I smiled slightly and layed back down holding my --nicks-- blanket close to mee. taking in his sent and almost crying. After a bit Joe left and i layed there, crying.
If i had a wish, One wish, i'd be to have things they were before nick was in my life.
Yes i love him.
Yes my life was perfect when i was with him.
But its AFTER all that went away, which i knew would happen, is when i started regreting everything.
I looked over at my dufflebag and saw my drumsticks sticking up out of them. I stood up and walked over and picked them up and cluntched them in my hand, missing the feeling of playinng the drums..
poor alex
amazing
jellybean646 2 years ago
post more soon plz
i love this story :D
LovingJonas10 2 years ago
Awe :(
Poor Alex
Vontavia09 2 years ago