song for my dad (:

In 3 days I will be officially doing music for a whole year. I started on my birthday which is January 9th. I've been working on this song for a good 3 months. My first song I originally wrote was about my dad but, never recorded it because it was just too hard. When I wrote this song 3 months ago I wanted to write it in a way where the people listening to it can picture everything that went on during that time. Here's a piece of advice for everyone out there .. life is full of obstacles and bumps but, the only thing that matters is what you do about it. Make a difference entertainment has opened my eyes to many things that i've ignored in the past but, starting today i'm stepping up to the plate so expect alot of new stuff coming out.

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LYRICS
uha .. man .. many of you don't know i lost my dad to cancer
and you know .. only if i could go back in time 7 years ago
i totally would i'd give him the biggest hug & kiss ever if i knew it was gonna be the last time
now all i can do is just reminiscence about all the good times we had
those who know me you probably thought i wouldve came out with a song for my dad before anything else but, the truth is it was just so hard and still is but, i'm stronger now and i reached that point to where it feels like the right time to let everyone know what i've been bottling up insde and how i've been handling it for the past years

THIS IS FOR YOU DAD !

CHORUS ( 2x )
i never thought, i would lose you
i love you soo much words cant explain
the feelings and the pain, i hidee of you

1st verse
ever since that day that I got pulled out of class, you were already gone
never thought that my tears would fill a glass but, i was wrong ( echo )
cause the second I got in the car nana started with a reading
me, bryan, matt, and melissa all broke down in tears, struck with fear

we got to the hospital, headed to the lobby, all of us hurt and still sobbing
so we got to the floor to the moment of truth there's mom, the family, n uncle rodney
couldn't believe my eyes, the pain, the sound from your moms cries
the many different tears coming from everyones eyes

i went to your bedside and hugged you, never wanting to ever let go
you can hear the pain with every tear I let loose, coming from my soul
hours pass and i'm still crying, super long face with the heart of a lion
praying for a chance looking in the sky .. never gonna stop trying .. ( echo )

the battle of cancer was just too much, you endured the pain ( echo )
every surgery, every doctor appointment, it was just so insane ..
in a happier place, no struggles on your face ..
everlasting life in unlimited space, no time limit no trace

CHORUS ( 2x )
i never thought, i would lose you
i love you soo much words cant explain
the feelings and the pain, i hidee of you

2nd verse
the time has come and the day has ended we say our goodbyes ( echo )
our hearts dropped, tears falling, the feeling is undescribed ..
as we get to cars and drive away i look back and stare in despair
thinking to myself .. can there be something else we need you back .. this aint fair

the day of the funeral hit me hard, when they put your body in the wall i was, SCARD
from then and there wanted to run away .. release the pain .. it's driving me insane
someone take it away, speechless theres not much to say
my feelings are lost in a body, feels like im in a maze

day by day kiss by kiss, yeah i'm making a list .. of what i miss
your smile, and the times you did that funny thing with your lips .. it's what i cherish
the look in your eyes, the warm feeling you made me feel inside
the times you danced, waiting for you to come home .. one more chance

i could still see you eating sunflower seeds and playing cards at night
oldies playing, my knees are shaking, time has passed my heart is aching
i really miss you dad, i'll see you again in heaven
your in my heart, and always on my mind twenty four seven

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• song for my dad
• october 23 2003
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[LauraStormocean]

I felt the same way Cuz my dad Doesnt see me much and my Mom doesnt let me go with him alot :(

[brandonbasa9]

@LauraStormocean One day you will be united hopefully just leave it up to God .

[MeaghanThePianist]

thank you. I lost my dad in Jan 2nd....and my bro the year before...thank you for saying what I cannot....

[brandonbasa9]

@MeaghanThePianist No problem if you ever need someone to talk to i'm here (:

[MrCassie2011]

i lost my dad when i was 2, im now 12, he was an innocent person and didnt deserve it in anyway, the 10 years ive been living without him have been extremely hard, it gets harder everyday, im also very lucky because i have the best step-dad anyone could of ever asked for and i know without him guiding me and my mum we would be totally lost without him, i miss my dad and i often wish he could come down from where ever he is just to speak to me, love you dad xx <3

[brandonbasa9]

@MrCassie2011 Sorry to hear about your loss but, I know your dad is looking down at you smiling proud watching you grow up .

[MeaghanThePianist]

I guess the hardest part for me with dad gone is going home...walking past his room....its like i keep thinking he will walk out and hug me....this will be my first birthday without dad....it doesnt seem real. last year he was here and now hes gone...I really miss my dad.... so much....this song really says what i cant...

[USMCCombatGurl]

That's Deep!

[TheBaybehh]

@brandonbasa9 Its Okay Im Startin To Accept It ; & Your Welcomee . <3