Thank you guys for inspiring me! I dedicate this video to all my subbies who have supported me and have made me the happy, and thankful person that I am. 2 years ago, I never found myself to be in such a beautiful place of content and worthiness. I was just like you and probably even much more "hermit" ish than most. I was not confident, I had extremely low self esteem, and I didn't believe in myself... When I had a great and SCARY opportunity to reach out to girls like me, I knew I had to show and show MYSELF otherwise different from what I thought I was. Guess what? I WILLED it to happen. I never once thought to be a "guru", actually it was by accident. I didn't know anything about beauty, rather, I knew that feeling beautiful doesn't come from the compliments people say, but, what you feel from within. I won't tolerate that I am completely 'confident', I have my issues and I address them to myself quite often, but I don't punish myself with it, think positive and as hard as is the journey, little by little, you will realize that beauty lies WITHIN YOU. Not the face or body. So...my advice is, be nice to yourself, and the outcome is far greater than what you pictured yourself to be.
You know, a beauty guru does not define me as a person, but it sure does help me mirror my insecurities when I was a teenager. Being able to speak to people with beauty related subjects is great, but what makes me most inspired is when someone realizes that they were just like me. Guys... I won't sit here and tell you details of my high school years, but I will tell you that it's not easy being yourself and be accepted for who you have encompassed yourself to be. Thus, I have learned that "trying to fit in" just makes you a follower. Who cares what they're doing, focus on what it is you NEED to better yourself. Whether that may take a millennium to fathom, try excluding yourself from the world, and let it embody you in the sense that you, without NO ONE else, can feel independently appreciative of your being. This is what I did.
I may not be a people person, but I sure am happy to be my own best friend. TRY IT. it's rewarding on my behalf, that way, non the rest matters, if I can focus on myself, then I can direct my path to a better future.
Good luck to all of you who aspire to be whoever you want to be.
LOVE,
Jarmaine
awks, I do that in the mirror .. I thought I was the only one. haha :)
FXCK27 2 months ago 36
pause at 3:55 you look like a model:D
360babyboom 2 months ago 26