Whenever You Remeber [fourquel] [1]

HAAPPPPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
yay! forquel! you guys win!
THE TRIP WAS AMAZING!
well excet for the fact that we had to go in a car with all of my brothers, devon's brother, another Devon we went on the trip withs brother.. and let me just say that it was a smelly car ride that lasted for 15 hours one way and 13 back... =P
anyway.. John Travolta's 16 year old son died today...
It's extremely sad! I wish the best for their family, and hope they are fine.
RIP Jett

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LISTEN TO THE VIDEO.. IT'S LIKE THE PERFECT SONG FOR THIS CHAPTER!
[well that's not going through the whole song so click this link!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmehzgBnsV4

Allie's POV

I turned on the radio as I was driving through the dark, lonely streets of the outskirts of New York. Their was relief though, cause no one was there except me.

I was more angry with myself then I was with Nick. I ran away from the problem instead of solving it. I guess that's just what happens in my life. I always seem to be running away from everything. I seem to be a coward. A worthless loser.

I was driving like a maniac through the streets of New York. I guess that's not too good considering that I only have my permit. But right now, I didn't care about that. I drove past stop signs and outdid the speed limit. All I wanted to do was to get out of the place that caused me so much pain. To forget about all the names that caused me so much grief. I wanted to leave. The best way to get out of everything was to go live my dream.

I had always been the gymnast, and had always dreamed of going to the Olympics. Soon enough I had started cheerleading. I fell in love with that, and it made me feel good. So when i got offered a job, i thought "why not?"
Thats what im doing.

I think the thing that scares me the most is Myself. Although Nick played a part in this whole issue, the fact that he made promises to me he knew he couldn't promise. The fact that he gave up on me. The fact that he told me he was here for me. It was all lies. Emily helped this too, she ruined my life. She stole everything from me. In a way, she broke my heart. Not actually her but she was the cause. But it really is me that scares me the most. I can't believe I believed all of this. I fell for everything that happened. It was a trap that I walked right into. What makes it worse is that because im running away from everything, I left my bestfriends. I left my family. I ignored every single call from my cell phone. I listened to a few voice mails, hearing Kevin freaking out to where I was. Listening to Joe freaked out to death. My brothers calling me every 2 seconds worrying out of their minds. I heard crying in the backround sure to be Abby. They had no clue why I was doing this. I recieved a couple calls consisting mr. and Mrs. Jonas telling me I shouldn't be out. It isn't safe. And last, My oldest brother yelling at me for driving with just a permit. I never hurt this bad.

It started to rain and the streets were soaked in water. I was focusing on my messed up life and din't notice my speed. As i tried to turn a right, I lost control of my new car and spun a whole 180 into a ditch. I caught my breath as that scared me to death. Today was not my day. I gripped my steering wheel as newly found tears flowed down my face and i punched it. I banged my head against the steering wheel. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

My heart was one huge bruise. This was definately one scary silent solo tonight.

Well there's chapter one to Whenever You remember!

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[mileyfanna9837]

more please

[karateangelcb]

Oh yea!

Im glad you had fun on your trip!

And how did john travoltas son die?

[karateangelcb]

Ohh...my...gosh

That was ahmazing!

I was busy and couldnt come on the comp. for a couple days and i was like eager..i think thats the word for it..yea...eager to read more.

Thanks so much for posting!

[KrazyKindaKrushOnJB]

it would help if you read the last 3 seasons...

haha

but im glad you even viewed it!!!

[Zac4life247]

I LOVE IT and cant wait 4 more i need to read more plz!!!!!!!!!!!

[ExtraOrdinaryFamily]

next one come on 3 today please!!!!! its Saturday i will be UBER bored today!!!!

:->

[50675]

O.....M...G...!!!!! love it!!

[BlueEyedValerie]

sad. =[ ♥

[ilovenickjonas112]

that's so sad i almost cried and i dont cry the song goes great love it post more <3 Amanda

[BornxaxDisaster]

pmg this is sooo sad please make anothe one soon'

glad you enjoyed your trip btw =)