Intermediate Pretty Much, (Maybe a couple ADV.) Freestyle UNCUT Pole Dance. Requested Song 1/13

**UPLOADED THIS YESTERDAY, SONG WAS NOT ALLOWED, SOO MANY AUDIO ISSUES here, I USED SOME QUICKIE BACKGROUND MUSIC I FOUND HERE ON YOUTUBE..KIND OF HARSH AND CERTAINLY DOES NOT FIT ME OR THE DANCE, THE WAY THE OTHER DID *WAH* BUT OH WELL, LIFE GOES ON, SO THIS IS NOT THE REQUESTED SONG..AT ALL* (this is the i'm pretty sure it'll go thru song' lol. *UPDATE: IT DID, PUSH MUTE IF U CHOOSE TO NOT BE ANNOYED, LOL)* :56+ on HQ for sure, u can c the lovely hip hold bruising:)...anyhow here is what i wrote last night: hey everyone, thank you for all the kind thoughts and well wishes to hubby. i sware IM going to have a heart attack soon, if he doesn't see a dr. and start taking care of himself. i have an incling he could be depressed. i think i've seen the signs b4, not much playful interaction, with me or the kids, lol, (me, that's just plain WRONG, lol) JK but then again....BUT as i was sayin, just an overall BLAH-ness, when he was always the optomistic one. not getting medical help when he most certainly should, i mean i used to be the same way back when i was super duper down, but now i see a dr. for any reason and every reason i need to..that's what insurance is for, and ya know, it's ur life! (only got 1..thank God, lol), but he's lazy and tired a lot. not up to doin a lot, everything is like a hassle to him, then yesterday i said somethin to the tune of fine, you wanna die...that's what your gonna do to yourself, and he said 'good'. now of course ive been known in bad points of life, nothing recent AT ALL, to say negative things, but my kids always bring me joy, i never let them see me down, b4 them, when i had a lot of depression myself, i was the same way as him, actually unafraid of everything in life, taking crazy chances eve, almost tempting fate, if i die i die, no more pain of life, how sad is that? BUT he's got plenty to live for, so i hope he wisens up, and if he doesn't make an appt. by tomorrow, i'll have to call his dr. whom is also my dr. (UPDATE: TRIED TODAY..HISSEYFIT, NO GO) see, i used to say 'screw it' but now eventhough i get down about myself and certain situations, staying alive for the sake of my kids has always been #1..he needs to snap out of it. I've been thru a hell of a lot more in life, from love to loveless, mostly the latter, rags to riches, and back again, and again, and again, abused, to abused, and then abused again, till him and only him, freed me from that way of life, that vicious cycle..thankfully, and sooo, it hurts to watch the man who saved ME, suffer so. i know right now, money is a BIG thing for him, a lot of stuff came up, i dont have enough room to mention it all here, but i understand him being worried and all, but there are sooo many worse things in life then bills and money and he just had a pretty charmed life, non dysfunctional family, LOVING family, somethin im sooo not used to, and that to me is better then any gymnastics and drama classes, and camps, my so called family, may have put me into to 'get rid of me' so to speak, he had love and that's worth more then LOOT. i guess maybe i need to refresh him w/ my own stories, if anyone should not be here it is ME. but..i offered to go back to working, and he declined, all i'm good at is serving drinks and stuff in that atmosphere, and that's WAY out for him, he acts like he'd rather be out on the streets, which hey...sorry babe, i don't wana do it eigether, but....he's killin himself right now, and it hurts to watch. so, i'm tryin, i really am. gotto start playin lotto:) but sorry for my rant, really noone to talk to, my friends have their own stuff goin on, hubby took over the role as best friend and now, well..i feel sort of like i lost that to...i HATE change, he always brought me up, and now i don't have that any longer. i hope he starts taking his life more seriously. after he then fell down the stairs, limpin around right now, i mean i just can't get over how much crappy luck people can have..im the one who should have coined the phrase 'when good things (always) happen to good people' lol, but i digress...thank you much, and this was just a lil intermediate, uncut dance from the other night prior to the event hours later. it's nothing really difficult it was warmin up the pole cause boy was it cold..nothin fancy just postin, cause i don't have anythin new to post yet. xoxo ps- if this 'whatever song' doesn't go thru, which i can't imagine, after tryin last night with the song that should have been played for it, then i might just hang up my booty shorts 4 good, lol..JK, but it's gettin hard to stomache, but this i've never heard, it's out there, it might work, not that i like it, lol. good nite all, now 1/16! soo tired, hope this made sense no time to proof read! luv u! xoxo

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[GrecoAlbo68]

long time no talk! hey, how do you determine the music for your dance act, or is that your husbands department??? i personally dig the hard and heavy shit like that along these lines.

[exdiva69]

hey kiddo, nice to c u again....this was NOT the music i chose for this dance but i choose my own music, unless it says otherwise, so yes, i chose this after my other choice would not go thru. hubby only once in a blue moon will request a song, and he hasn't since 'tush' lol. thanks for watchin hun

[StripperBoy44]

ugh i love the teddy bear im still trying to get it but im making progress. Good job as always my love. Hey do you use a static pole?

[exdiva69]

hey SB..thank you. U can do it. i did a tutorial on it, its over exposed unfortunately cuz the camera sucks, and on its very last leg, so colors change often, so maybe u can get somethin out of it, cant be sure, bt ur very strong, i have no doubt, u'll get it quick. have a sticky pole & a real strong grip between that pit area & the inner, upper arm, (too much sweat can B ur enemy so be careful) if u lose that 'stick' you will slide down. expect some bruising at 1st, u'll nail it. keep me posted

[AngieScorpio83]

you put up some great videos sexy lady another gooden:-) xx I actually love the music hehehe

[exdiva69]

thanks babe, im enjoying your vids as well, super strong ang!

[glitterhips]

omg shelley you are so awesome...i wish i was half as good as you are..and had your body lol! maybe i will save my pennies and come to NY so we can pole together...love ya!

xoxo

glitter

[Poledancefan]

Keep pushing your husband to seek care. In 2 decades of marriage, Laurie has stepped in many times and put her foot down when I have made stupid choices or failed to address health and personal problems. I was furious and pissed about it for a long time. But wives are ALWAYS RIGHT about these things. Minor case in point: Tomorrow I am having a root canal and I am scared ****less. The dentist, a high school classmate said, "you moron, why didn't you listen to your wife and come in earlier?"

[Poledancefan]

I loved the shoes, shorts, and top!--really looking great, Shelly. The bendy headstand at :48 was real nice. Your bow and arrow extensions are getting closer and closer to the floor--lie at 1:55. I expect you to step right off of tht move one of these days--very close to it already! This had to be the new camera, I was able to see the hand turn motion at 3:22 you used in the dismount--brillaint image clarity--giving away your secrets. more... con'td...

[REDKE71]

great job girl...!! i love the outfit!

[telford51]

wow love ur outfit , n that was fantastic sum great tricks they were amazing as always cnt wait to get bk on my pole xxx think im gonna asave up nn treat my self to a spining pole as a treat get better pressie 4 wen i get better x

[exdiva69]

oh thank you. soo hard tryin to take pics of yourself, BY yourself, w/ a 10 second only timer, hehe...very hard for ALOT of moves. i know what ur thinkin & YEAH hubby's gotto help out, lol. anyhow, i don't care for the song eigther, tho idk if it's a true song or what, never heard it, i saw it under 'background music' who knows, lol. youtube is makin us all desperate now 4 music of any kind but i agree. oh i got the shoes from flirt. rt $64 or $69, but i got them for $19:) me, the bargain baby!