I was upset with God, just as children sometimes get annoyed with their earthly parents. No disrespect, but yes, I was 'perturbed'. I continued to go to church, but no, I didn't feel like praising God. I felt that He had let me down, yet, in spite of my feelings, I knew that there was victory and comfort in praising God. Worship was hard too nevertheless; I still loved God as children still love their parents when things don't go their way. Even if there was a lesson to be learned, I continued to love and respect God. Later, I realized that it wasn't God I was upset with, as much as it was myself, for having allowed the stress of the situation to get to me.
My book "Bent But Not Broken" explains a portion of my testimony when anyone tries to step out on faith and they don't quite make it. Who failed? Was I too ahead of God or was it God's will for me at all? All Christians have asked themselves that question at one time or another. This book tells how to overcome the questions, feelings, hurts and pains of uncertainty and how to overcome the mountains and get to the other side. To see more go to www.victoriapoller.com
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