The Good-O-Meter

Anyway, i'm surely a lucky man for Jesus paid the price for me and i'm conviced none else could do the same. What a perfect peace he gave to me !
Really, I'm proud to share it with people whose hearts are ready to meet the man who is meek and humble in his heart !!

You can live a life where you save thousands of lives and make advancements that vastly reduce the suffering of millions. I'd take ONE of those over 1000 Jesus'.

You could; someone else could. At the same time, you could increase the sufferings of millions, directly or indirectly.
I'd rather improve the lives of millions while walking with God.

That's fine, but "being" or "walking" with god is not good in any sense. If someone is doing good on this earth in the name of Yahweh, they are no different than someone doing good in the name of Allah, and they are no different from an atheist doing good, except the former two have threats tacked on them for not believing in dubious historical characters.

Just that we are not condemned for hurting the other millions. I hope you realize that improving the lives of one million does not make up for one sin you committed. Of course, if you are a non-believer, you would not care at all.

"if you are a non-believer, you would not care at all. " So you have to believe that your are an evil person in order to be saved. Once again, this has nothing to do with "good", especially metering it. We all can agree there are different levels of wrongdoing. Yelling at someone who cuts you off in traffic and committing genocide are completely different. All of your "good" doesn't mean shit outside of your own religion.

What did you do with your life? Oh, I believed in some guy. Wow!!!

Perhaps I have been blunt. I apologize if my words contain sarcasm.
I am living a very meaningful life, just like you do. I started believing in God only 2 years ago, not as a weak person, like some of you might think, but as a strong and proud atheist who had many achievements. Today, I am even stronger but more humble (at least working on it). God makes me so.
I am no better than you are, just like I am no worse than you are.

While I certainly appreciate humility, this once again has nothing to do with "good". Saying that we are all equally worthless, regardless of our actions, strips the very meaning of morality away. Indeed, a child molester and a humanitarian relief worker with a magazine subscription read the same.

Also, I find it interesting that you say you came to faith not through weakness... which seems contradictory. Indeed, faith requires you to admit how worthless and weak you really are.

his name was Joshua or Jeshua, not Jesus.

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