*joe*
the air between us was quiet and uneasy. there was just so much tension in the room. crissy was still hanging on to me. clutching my shirt in her hands, sobbing into my chest. i was frozen. i didnt move. i didnt say a word. what could i say? i wasnt expecting to hear this. i felt like i was just mind-fucked. i just dont know what to do with myself at this moment.
"they left me there.. crying.. alone.. i was there the entire night. the cleaner found me the next morning. i told him i fell asleep in there and accidentally got locked in. i went home. i wanted to tell my mom everything. she was never the perfect mother but i figured she'd be there for me." she snuggled closer to me and gulped.
"the first thing she said when i walked into the house was 'when did you get out of bed?'" a sob escaped her.
"she didnt even realise i...." she sniffled and cleared her throat.
"i tried telling her what happened." she sniffled and continued when i didnt respond.
"she laughed and told me stop making up stupid stories to get attention. she said.. she said why would anyone want to touch me in the first place.." i pushed her away from me and got up from her bed. i paced her room angrily. my fists balled up at my sides and my teeth gritted together.
"i know what you're thinking.." she said with her head hung.
"just go.. i know what you want to."
"AAAHHH!" i screamed and punched the wall cracking it in the process.
"shut the fuck up crissy!! just shut up!" she jumped at my outburst and i could see more tears leak onto her bedspread as she continued to hang her head.
"so your mom just didnt believe you?" i kicked the wall as hard as i could.
"are you fucking kidding me?! and what, this fucktard desmond just got away with this entire thing?! he molested you and just happily gets away with it?! and what about that asshole ryan? what happened to him?!"
"nothing..." she whispered under her breath shaking her head.
"nothing!! that's just fucking fantastic!! why didnt you do something crissy?! called the police! called the authorities! you could've done anything!! WHY DID YOU LET THEM GET AWAY WITH IT?!"
"BECAUSE I DIDNT WANNA GET RAPED AGAIN!" crissy.. just.. yelled.. she stared at me as i stared at her. raped..? she shut her eyes and resumed shaking her head. sobbing uncontrollably.
"i just wanted it to be over. i just wanted to forget everything. i didnt want anyone else to know. he didnt just touch me joe. he did way worse." she sobbed harder.
"if people found out.. what if they did the same thing?! i just.. i couldnt.. not again. never again.." i could feel a sob come on as tears fell from my eyes.
"he.. he raped you..?" she slowly nodded. i fell to my knees with my hands over my mouth. beginning to sob. why did any of this happen to her?!
"i went through the entire year last year, alone and afraid. everywhere i would go, i could see them there. laughing at me. taunting me. it was torture joe. i couldnt take it anymore. i even tried... killing myself." my eyes shot up to her.
"what?!"
"i tried taking pills but.. i was too much of a coward to even do that.." i shook my head as i watched her through my pool of tears.
"a couple of months ago, my aunt came to visit and when she asked if i wanted to come here with her to just visit and stay for a few months, i took the chance. i told her i wanted to move. to get away from my mom. to get a chance to experience a new life. everybody thinks that's why i moved here. but the truth is.. i was just dying inside. i didnt know what else to do but, run away."
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miracles happen - chapter 53by shailucutie32 views
That so terrible. How could they do that. :(
Post soon please <3
mine forever too.
NatashaLovesJB 9 months ago
oh my god. thats awful. i can't believed theyd do that to her... assholes i hate them
3bros71211 9 months ago
Awwww crissy:( ur own mom didnt believe u????:( post soon:)
briskywithoutadoubt 9 months ago