There was another awkward silence then he said,
"Wow, I cant believe it. You're going to be a mother."
"Yea, neither can I," I replied.
"When did you find out?" he questioned.
"Yesterday," I said.
"Is that why you got into an argument with your ex-boyfriend?" he continued.
I shook my head, "he doesnt even know."
Jess stared at me in sorrow. I could tell he pitied me. I ran my hands through my hair and looked at the sky. The day was beautiful. The sun was shining, birds were singing, and I could smell the faint scent of Downy—somebody was doing laundry. There was a slight breeze that made the smell linger below my nose.
Jess continued to work on his car as I sat on the swing that was placed on the back porch. He would glance over his shoulder from time to time and smile, sometimes he even gave me a wink. After about an hour, I walked inside and laid down on my bed. I hadn't slept all night and I was exhausted. I didnt realize when I fell asleep but I woke up the next morning sore and bruised.
I had hand prints on my wrist from where the men held me down. I took a shower and changed into some of Jesss clothing. He let me borrow a hoodie and a pair of shorts. I had to admit I looked like a guy. *laughs* I walked out to my car and checked the phone Nick had helped me buy. I was shocked to see 20 missed calls from Nick.
I called my voicemail, 6 new messages.
"Sel, where are you? I woke up this morning and you weren't here. Call me when you get this."
"Selena, pick up your phone."
"Baby, Im getting worried about you, come home please."
"What happened between us that you arent here?"
"Bae, did I do something wrong? Call me back please."
"I love you, come home."
I felt tears form in my eyes. How could he act like nothing happened?! Its like he doesnt even remember he let those guys rape me. I wiped the tears away from my eyes and walked back to the house.
"Hey," said Jess, "Come on, we're going shopping."
"What?! I cant I dont have any money." I replied.
"Dont worry about that," he said.
Jess took me to the mall and picked out all this clothes for me. I felt weird letting him buy it for me because I wasnt use to a guy going out of his way to spoil me. I was shocked when I looked at the receipt. SIX HUNDRED DOLLARS on clothing, but he didnt care. He just wanted to make me smile.
He made me tacos that night because he remember I was craving them yesterday but I fell asleep before dinner. During dinner my phone began to ring, I looked at the phone nervously—it was Nick.
"Arent you going to answer it," asked Jess.
"Its him," I replied.
"Answer it, theres not much he can do over the phone," he suggested.
I answered the phone, "Hello?"
"Selena, where are you?!" Nick asked.
"Im not coming back," I told him.
"Why?" he questioned.
"Think Nicholas!" I yelled.
"Sel, I don't know what you're talking about," he started, "can you just tell me?"
"Bye Nick," I said as I hung up.
I looked over at Jess, the phone rang again. This time I didnt answer it. Nick was dead to me.
NO SELENA!!! please talk to him,... atleast tell him what he did wrong!
thxx <3
iheartjelena 2 years ago
he needs to suffer for a bit =]
Xox0NelenaLove0xoX 2 years ago