I've broken all my {p r o m i s e s} to you

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"When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectiations, its not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end."
Such a meaningful video...I mean listen to the words, every single line has a meaning here, ill explain
"i dont think that I knew the chaos i was getting in" When i fell in love with Tucker i didnt know how much chaos this would cause in my life, all the pain, joy, pride, love and loss he would bring me

"i've broken all my promises to you...x2" Oh my god. The whole reason i chose these song(s). This line means so much. I mean, i can remember it like it happened a few days ago. The day that Chase starting riding him, i promised him this "I will always be yours, you'll always be mine, i will always love you, your the one...forever" and ovbiously, i've broken that promise...twice. Once with Cactus and now with breeze...

"Why do you do this to me? why do you do this so easily?" He does this amazing thing to my heart that makes it want to explode because it cant handle the love it holds, but he, well not him by CHOICE but by FORCE was leased my Lauren. and it just did this TERRIBLE thing to my heart that made it wanna explode from ANGER and HEARTBREAK, LOSS&PAIN. He does the love thing to my heart so easily its unhuman, well unearthly hahaha

"you make it hard to smile, cause you make it hard to breath" Do i really have to explain? when i was with him there were a few times i actually had trouble breathing because I felt so lucky to have him but so scared that he would go away, all at the same time.

"why do you do this to me?" Why? why does he make me love him? its just not fair.

"maybe Im to blame..." Maybe i AM to blame. Maybe it's all my fault that I improved to move on to harder horses like Breeze and Cactus. Maybe, just maybe.

"...or maybe we're the same...?" Maybe its both our "faults" He's not a very, advanced horse, and I have to say, im a pretty advanced rider so...we just dont match anymore :/

"all I had to say is goodbye..." All i have left to say to him is goodbye...

"we're better off this way x2" He's better off without me...and I'm better without him, i had to move on to improve. It doesn't mean i dont still love him. No not at all, he's still my baby(:

"I'm alive but i'm losing all my drive," Yes, im ok (alive) but i am losing all my will to ride....no not really, but when I first lost him, i just wanted to quit riding all together. Just like that. Cold turkey, but i stayed stong and moved on with my life(:

"Cause everything we've been through, and everything about you..." I still lovee tucker even after all the falls, the bucks, the refusals, the rears...i love everything about him, all his flaws make him...perfect

Ok, i think you've read enough[: if you read to here, put HP somewhere in your comment(:
As always,
With love,
HP{;

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[xXxWorthTheWaitxXx]

awww. thanks(:

[EnchantedRider]

awsome video its really touching♥

[xXxWorthTheWaitxXx]

Thanks!(: im glad it touched you!:) yeah, this was a while ago, i wouldnt say im over him but its a lot more toned down now(:

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[ILoveMyMakyBoy]

This made me wanna cry:( Im sorry for your loss:( HP:)