Infected by Insanatey (Suicidal Failure Remix)

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Had a lot of shit that I went through lately and this was the product. I hope you enjoy it. I used the Suicidal Failure instrumental by Cage.
Leave me some love if you like the song, otherwise help me improve.

Lyrics:
"Everything's good, everything is wonderful"
I told myself as i lay in the sun under her.
We were both laying in the cool grass
Holding my hand, I wanted this to last
But it passed just like all good things do
It's funny how you lie and tell yourself it aint true.
like water grip tight, it still slips between your fingers
I knew it back then and today the pain still lingers

So she took a big plane trip to Spain
Gave me a kiss, left and i felt the pain
I can handle the distance but i need communication
Wished my phone could send and receive texts outside the nation
Things were okay at first, back when i was still sane
But when i was alone at night demons would visit my brain
I told them to fuck off, I put up a good fight
But it got hard to resist when they would return every night
Then something strange happened, maybe something broke
The beast inside my heart opened it's eyes and awoke
On it's cage it read "Please don't tap on the glass"
I Should have listened but i decided to pass

Born with a good heart, but my mind became infected
Asked God for help but my prayers were rejected
Hid inside my head till someone else moved in
Nice to meet you Insanatey, let the fun begin

Broke a hole in the wall and it stared into my eye
I could feel the peace in my heart begin to wither and die
Evil thoughts arose but this time i was intrigued
Anger running through my veins faster than a stampede
Did my best to suppress every morning i got dressed
Acted normal for my friends, fam and all my house guests
New step in my routine, what was it you ask?
Never talked to anyone without wearing my mask
Hard to live a lie, but I had to try
Why? Because i loved this girl, till even after i die
So when the anger rose up, i stuffed back into the ground
But repression became depression and i sank back down

Born with a good heart, but my mind became infected
Asked God for help but my prayers were rejected
Hid inside my head till someone else moved in
Nice to meet you Insanatey, let the fun begin


I took out my rage on the walls and trees
Wouldnt stop punching till my knuckles would bleed
These feelings were killing me, i began to lose sleep
My appetite was gone, i had to force myself to eat
She stayed out every night till there was no more liquor in her cup
While I lay in bed in chains, she left me locked up
Stopped wearing my mask because I needed her help
But she didnt understand all the pain that i felt
I was blind with love but she had aviators on
Blocked the sun, told me that all her feelings were gone
I waited through my sorrow for a bright tomorrow
"Oh by the way Nate, last night my lips were borrowed"
Rage rushed through me, adrenaline coursed through every vein
I'll fill a clip, break his body, and send lead through his brain
Just like that, she kicked me back down the hole
Down went my spirit, down went my soul
I've walked through Hell and fought with the Devil
He got jealous of my happiness said get on his level
Every thought of every day was constant pain
I could feel the creeping sensation that i was going insane
Said she still loved me but how could that be true?
When she knew killing myself was all i wanted to do
When i cross a road i dont look or yield,
I pray i end up lifeless inside a windshield
Until then i let the madness run free, in fact i feed
off of the anger, it's the water to my seed
So watch me bleed out, but dont cry and pout
When the police report says "he had a gun in his mouth"
You saw the gun but you didnt pull it away
So dont cry at my funeral cause you fucking made me this way

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[K1NGKULL]

im Infected by Insanatey t00!!

[JayDeMerit]

Good job man. Keep it up!

[alwaysdarkwolf227]

srly..put yourself on itunes

[AwkWorldsWord]

would have been better if you actually shot yourself at the end of the video.

good lyrics, i think you could have used a bigger choice of words, ur flow needs some touch ups, im sorry if ur taking offence, just practice practice practice. and i didnt mean actually kill urself, like, make it theatrical. idk wtf im saying

[tooxcoolxforxyou6]

can rap and good looks? oh okkaaay ;) hha

[mcjake117]

Still great...keep up the raps man

[GeneralCw]

shit this is oh my god!

like. OH MY GOD xD

its freaking awesome :o

[PurpleFlanelDan]

fucking boss.