WARNING: This video contains real images of self-harm and may be disturbing to some viewers. These images may be TRIGGERING to people of self-harm
This video is about my struggle with mental illness and self-mutilation. PLEASE NO RUDE COMMENTS. THEY WILL BE DELETED.
Song: Big Red Machine By: Aaron Dessner & Justin Vernon
* I do not own the rights to this music*
If you are struggling with self-harm please visit this website: http://helpguide.org/mental/self_injury.htm
Or feel free to send me a message,
Mental Illness can be treated, and there is hope!
emetaphobia really bad i have seriously bad panic attacks and if and when i do vomit my parents have to sedate me cause i have serious mental break downs and people say its a fake phobia..... so its kinda another reason why i cut and i dont tell people that anymore cause i just get rude remarks and more judgement from them...
ericswify101 5 days ago
Im not the only one :,]
MisguidedGhost25 1 week ago
i am nt a cristian actually i rebel against god but god bless really your courage is amazing
williambeezley1998 2 weeks ago
I am so so sorry to hear what happened to you i suffer from depression also so i know what it is kinda like.
Lukerocksguitar 1 month ago
this made me tear up. i'm recovering right now..i never went as deep as that one on your thigh that opened up like that, but i have gone deeper than intended before. i remembering getting really really lightheaded when i saw it and having a panic attack. it was so scary. it was all so scary. i started cutting in 6th grade and i'm getting better now in 9th. i take Zoloft antidepressants. i cut in school one time next to my friend and she didn't say anything even though she wants me to stop.
GreenyDoodle 1 month ago
i cried. i never became as bad as you, but sometimes i fear i will. didn't you have.... a friend? to help you through all of this? it's so hard to be alone. but, i loved your video. i truly cried. <3
sammmbabammmatheart 2 months ago
i also have emetaphobia since i was a kid so i stopped eating because i thought i would vomit if i ate...
then i recovered from my anorexoa that i had developed.
but the fear never dissapeared and i went to a lods of therapists for many years then i developed ocd and started to cut. i still cut and i eat strong medication for deppression and anxiety. i am now 16 and trying to start my life again
good luck to you <3
juliiasamuelsson 3 months ago