DIRTY LAUNDRY

DIRTY LAUNDRY

I typically tend To have relationship Problems.
Whenever I become involved with someone,
negative feelings overwhelm me completely.
(Sometimes I think) I would much rather
Spend my time alone,
Because nagging and neediness
is something that I generally cant condone.
And aside from that: Im completely selfish
(or so I have been told)
and jealous, and require Pure doting from my fellas.
And whether I actually love him or not,
I demand his attention full-stop!
I certainly dont understand why Im like this:
Quite possibly it feeds my ego,
Or maybe Im just a bit psycho,
Could be though, that Im a Scorpio,
My birth sign could very well be the reason why
feelings of intensity possess me or why
emotions as such dominate me,
and definitely overwhelm me.
I dont think there is one man alive
that can even handle me.
Im getting so sick of hearing:

Angela you are so selfish, Angela you are so mean, Angela you need to change, Angela you arent satisfying my needs

BLA BLA BLA
In fact, Ive been sent some of the most ridiculous texts,
No need to guess, Because I will share them with you:

I think that you and I could be great together, but I need you to work with me on this please. If I am important to you and you really want us then you have to change. Baby,
you are so selfish, maybe you should try understanding some of the things that make me happy too

As I said before - BLA BLA BLA
I feel like they are constantly giving me a sermon,
And that just doesnt work with me,
When will they ever learn man,
That Im not the kinda girl who needs a guy to lecture me. Let me share another:

Baby, I had a very interesting moment of clarity yesterday involving you and our future together as husband and wife,
boy did it put a smile on my face.

As I said before - BLA BLA BLA
Its just too bad he didnt fit into my life, What can I say?! Ooopsy, I guess I could say That the moment of clarity
has since been erased. How about one more for the Road:

Baby I hate fighting with you. I am so lonely and I really just need your attention. I think that is what I am craving. I am your polar opposite and I love you and that is the way it is supposed to be. But why does our relationship have to have only two speeds, normal and volatile, baby please tell me.

I will say it again - BLA BLA BLA
Well I guess thats what you get When you try to tame a free spirit, One who is used to running wild.
I just dont understand: Whats wrong
with the men I date,
They always seem to become irate,
Especially when they dont get their way.
Its almost like a reversal of roles,
And Im tired of being told that Im cold.
From one in the past, I have even heard that
Im too much woman,
Because my words are strong and outspoken;




Are these guys joking???


Ive always thought that men Wanted


a strong confident woman,
But Im starting to realize that That is just not true. I think they prefer little Chicken heads,
that way, they can tell them what to do.

Im starting to think that I will Forever be alone,
because aint no fella, that can handle this bella,
(or bellicima at that)

But yes, maybe there is A touch of hope,
with seven Billion People roaming the planet,
Maybe one day, Ill find A sweet sexy strong man,
who can handle it.

But until then,
my dirty laundry
Will continue to be exposed!

FROM ARTIST CONFESSIONS
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PS ~~~
Im not looking for love,
i love to talk about love
past relationships,
hate/jealousy/men
they all fall
into one category
(story a my life)
BUt NO, im not looking,
just talking..
and you know what I say -
Talk is the Topic
of conversation -
but thats another poem all on its own!
Loves Ya, xxx AG
From within the pages of her Second Book, "ARTIST CONFESSIONS", APRIL 2009
at the Mexican Institute of Culture & History
http://www.angelagegg.com
the spoken word and a vblog in ONE -
straight outta Belize
from Angela Gegg
PROSHKA
the artist

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[TheUnitedFreak]

thank you my dear Proshka! ^_^

this is just what i needed to hear today! ^_^

thank you for sharing with us the freebird that you are! ^_^ there's another bird out there somewhere flyin' just as free as you... i hope your flightplans cross! ^_^

6 billion huh? ^_^ i guess those are pretty good odds? LOL

maybe there's hope for a canary like me too? ^_^

[Proshka]

hope for us all my dear Anne... SMILE

birds fly free, but so do other birds....

[johnnymoondog]

Aw ! You,ll find Mr Right one day !

[Proshka]

thanks hunny

hey im still waiting on Cartoon Chedda ;-)

[solenarniandrews15]

I can take your Dirty laundry and make them clean...!!!! what do you say?

[clockworkmeltdown]

1 of my faves by you. thanx for posting on facebook!!!

rock on-space

[ilovety65]

I am total agreement, everyone ACTS like they want a strongwilled freespirited woman, until they don't get their own way in control,how true it be!

[maincharacter84]

Another well done video. I loved it.

[sweeetly]

haha excellent

[InfantryArmySniper]

You are a extremely exciting, intriguing type women and remind me so much of someone else. I'm consistent with certain things so that women I date will expect this from me -- then I suddenly stop, and restart again. I always keep women thinking and on their toes. I'm use to strong personality type women as yourself: you crave someone different who is your EQUAL. If you wanted a dog, you'd get a dog. LOL. I've actually became the person you describe in this video - just to get rid of women. lol

[johnnymoondog]

Arrghh ! The pressure ! LOL

Maybe for xmas !