Anorexia My Hell

What its really like to be anorexic, my battle, my story

Category:

Film & Animation

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• Pro
• ana
• mia
• anorexia
• bulimia
• ednos
• thinspo
• starving
• skinny

[gillyana]

I have had the NG tube for since 2003 obviously not the same one...i am due to get a PEG tube fitted on the 3rd of February. I have had to fight quite hard for this as the view here in the UK about Feeding Via Tube and anorexia is that the NG tube can be removed easier. I also have to be physically well enough to have the operation to fit the PEG and in the past the risks have out-weighed the benefits. I am excited tho, to finally get my NG tube out, and be able to use the PEG instead.

Gil xox

[xtina00123]

thanks for sharing hun, im really sad at the moment, im watching anorexia stories and it has struck to me that i may complain about being fat, but i think i shouldnt complain, as i am actually lucky to have curves?! i feel so sorry with anyone with an eating disorder, and i hope everyone gets better!!! mwah xxx

[twintub1]

believe me, if you fight - and i mean REALLY fight - you will beat this. you have to beat the sickness and let you be in charge of yourself. i know its not as easily done as said but i'm a living proof that its as possible as it seem impossible, and if you truly want to get better you will be able to eat.

its ur anorexia thats saying "what does she know, its not that easy. im ill, i cant do this!" right now. Thats NOT your own thoughts. its not too hard. its not too late. you can do this.

[regularsizechuy]

I think you're going to die, thank-you for your story.

[dead1but2alive]

hi just wonted to say thanks for posting this, i know it takes great corage to do somethingl like i really hope your ok xx

[reaganhogganx]

hi , im 12 nearlt 13 and i am Anorexic and it is very difficult and hard and i am in and out off hospital all th time and i hate it so much i cant help it ,,,,, i really hope u get better i no hw u feel i have had it for about a year i think ( her couzin )

[tatulover2120]

Get well soon dearest!

[xxmoonflamexx]

You've made a beatifull video. You're beautifull too. It's hard to stopt the thoughts, but please hold on!

If there is anything I can do for you, please tell me.

-xx-

[381ellen]

i hope so much you get better ...

best wishes to you ...

[JADEKICKSYOBUTTFOOL]

Hi , I am jumping backwards and forwards gaining loads of weight and then losing so much weight im 2st under my usual weight of 9stone, im now 9stone again and considering reaching 6stone in the next two months for my new year at school , this video as showed me what im doing to my self I wont ever purposly change my weight again.

I Love You, Not Just Your Video. You Personally !

[waterlelietje]

Great song, and girl.. I still cry when I see this video.. You're so worthy! What is the name of this song?

[Raynevampire69666]

media has a lot to do with this. and it's not right. please make it through. i dont know you. but i shall pray to my god and goddess you make it. throughout this video i cried.

[0coke0zero0]

i am so sorry for you. this is not fair! some poeple cry because they have bad grades and you have to go through this! it's not fair. why did god create this hell? i don't understand it. is it sure that you don't have a last chance? please, try everything to stay alive! live can be great. really.