Hes been asking for forgiveness forever now. But I didnt want to give him that. I felt as though I already gave him everything I could in life including a daughter. He told me that it would eat me alive until I did. I guess he has learned how to place fear from his new found religion.
A few weeks ago, he finally admitted to me and our daughter that he made a mistake and had regrets and that he was sorry.
*big sigh
And with that being said, the weight and stress was lifted from my mind, body and soul. I could continue on my path knowing that I did all I could to save what we had and now my daughter finally knows the truth and I can march on. Im not GIVING him the pleasure of forgiveness, thats Gods job. Instead, Im TAKING my freedom. Im free to be myself and express myself, and that is a beautiful thing!
Your a beautiful person Amanda.
EricTheCarGuy 1 year ago
I'm glad you are able to hold strong and not give in. You are incredible! never forget it!
Chasems97 1 year ago
That was awesome! What does not break you makes you stronger. And there is nothing more admirable than a strong woman. It's a great example to your daughter. Enjoy your freedom. :-)
loryvette 1 year ago
Well said Amanda!
nek1555 1 year ago
This truly is a beautiful video. Well crafted, soulful and honest to the core. I've always enjoyed your videos and those are the reasons. You're a true artist who comes from the heart and bares it all.
TattsDeej 1 year ago
Forgiveness is not a problem. The problem arrives when people get confused and add forgetting to the occasion. Sometimes I've heard forgive and forget. Forgiving is spiritual, forgetting is only going to give you more to forgive. In a real sense would it be to your advantage to remember?
Richmunnich 1 year ago
You go girl...
toniepauly 1 year ago
More power to you Amanda.
PuppyZwolle 1 year ago
Being free is the only way to be if you ask me! You seem like a very strong person! That is the greatest thing anyone can have I think, well besides your daughter!
born2rock4u 1 year ago