yeah, i'm not to good at these kinda things, but uh i just i just gotta let u know whats on my mind and how i feel about u...been a lot things goin on lately and uh i just got a lot doubt in my head....know what i mean?
yeah i wonder...i wonder if ill always think about you, every night every morning i wake up without you, will i ever get the chance to forget u, wish i never loved, wish i never missed u, no us again, no not at all, things will never change, had our chance, fell apart, last dance for me, broken hearts broken dreams, broken spirit, not to mention broken fuckin everything, that's y i wonder..will this ever change, will i ever see sunshine through the rain, is there any love in pain, put it in my heart, put it in my brain, ull never change, all the same, always u runnin the game, callin the shots, makin mistakes, time on the clock, what do u got, its time to talk, if not, its time to walk, pack ur bags n kick rocks, i'm changin the locks, no more hate in this home, drama fuckin free zone, u had it good but now your all alone
yeah this feelin, this feelin never felt before, hard to explain, but it came, when u shut the door, and traveled through the floorboards and up into my chest, not bein selfish but maybe this is for the best, never thought this day would ever come and u would leave, takin u for granted just wasn't somethin that i seen, everybody makes mistakes no bodys perfect, but between me n u u were closest, damn, never thought id be the one to say, that im sry, wait so much more to say, sry i lied n made u feel this way, y cant we just go back, back to the day?, back to the day i called u babe, u loved me back, in bed we laid, i love your laugh, now i'm deaf to that, cant have it back, after everything, u said to me, still stuck in a dream, still wondering, if u n me, were meant to be, i guess we'll see, u listening? maybe
yeah everything, even after everything i still love u, me n my son only things above u, no woman on earth that can touch u, gave me love, gave me reason, gave me hope to, be a better man n learn to understand, how to keep my cool, keep myself from flyin off the handle, but most days find myself reachin for a bottle, to ease the pain of losin u n bein a better father, damn, i just lost my thought n i cant think, of ways to get u back, maybe we're not meant to be, n damn, maybe this is somewhat real, n words don't give me justice on how i rly feel, cant stress enough how much this hurts, just wish that we could make this work, y cant we put each other first, instead of who can make it worse, the times we had both good n bad, makes every other ex look sad, tell me u can argue that, tell me u don't want us back?
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loridabratt 11 months ago