I walked over to Justin who was now sitting on a chair across the room from me.
"Are you drunk yet?" I asked him
"No." He said sipping his beer.
"Lets change that." I said taking his beer and making him chug it.
"Damn Lily...wait no. This is wrong. Lily your drunk just stop." Justin said genuinely concerned.
"No im not." I said taking his hand and placing it over my heart. "Listen to my heartbeat. Its calm. If I was drunk it'd be racing and all over the place.
"Uh ok..." He said nervously looking at how close his hand was to my chest.
Half of me was drunk and half of me was sober. My mind was speaking, but I was the one moving my body. It was weird. I knew what I was doing physically but i dont know what I was saying mentally.
"Are you nervous?" I asked lowering his hand down my chest.
"N-no. But i think uh...we should go to bed n-now." I said gulping nervously.
"We can go to mine" I whispered in his ear leaving his hand at the button of my shorts.
"Lily...what are we doing?" Justin asked
"The question is, what are we about to do?" I said kissing him on the lips.
I sat on his lap, his hand still on the button of my shorts, now being undone and being zipped down. I removed my blouse and stood up letting my shorts fall exposing my half nude body. I grabbed his hand and pulled him up and led him to my bed where we removed his shirt and pants on the way still kissing.
*Justins POV*
This was insane. Me and lily were...geting it on. I was nervous and scared. Not because she was half drunk but this was my first time getting intimate with a girl. Selena and I only kissed, nothing more. I was scared that I didn't know what to do. We were now fully nude and on her bed. Me lying on top of her. She was waiting for me. I was there, ready to enter her, but right before i did i stopped.
"Lily...i...uh..i dont think I can do this." I told her nervously.
"Yes you can" she replied, completely out of it.
"No....i cant." I said getting off her and laying back down.
"Then how about i start?" She said her eyes half closed.
She got on top of me and was about to sit on me, when i suddenly pushed her aside.
"No...I'm not ready for this.." I replied shamefully.
"Oh my god...you really don't want me?" she said a little more sober.
"No i do...i mean, not like that, i mean yeah, but..."i said looking over at her only to find her knocked out.
What the hell was going on? What did we almost do? What just happened?
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confusing i know. bear with me im building it up!
OMG JUSTIN LIKES HER
and yay you posted :]
hottopiclover712 6 months ago