Joe's Bad {Jick/Joick Love Story} Ep. 70

Hehe, Hunter and I hotboxed my bathroom last night. It was amazing. And I didn't have an asthma attack. Progress. And now we are having sober fun and watching Gossip Girl. He's playing with my hair. I think I should be worried. 3 more subs till marathon!

Joe's POV

My heart stopped.
"Nicholas Jonaz?" I stood up, and nodded. "He has the flu, a violent strain. And his immune system is shot. He must have had a childhood illness, Cancer it seems, a strain of Leukemia, which wrecked his immune system." Nick had cancer. And he never told me.
"Is he going to be okay?"
"It is too soon to tell. He's resting now, but he should be up soon."
"Can I see him?" The doctor nodded, then turned and walked away. Demi and Liv held my hands as we walked into Nick's room. I felt the air get knocked out of me, nothing left in my lungs. The tears fell from my eyes. Nick was lying there, his skin was pale, his eyes closed. His body looked lifeless, and he was hooked up to machines, keeping him alive. I started sobbing, choking on the air that decided to fill my lungs all at once. I felt the girls squeeze my hands, but I wrenched them away. I sat on the bed beside Nick, and grabbed onto his hand, it was icy cold, I held it between my hands, trying to give it warmth. I sobbed harder, I hated seeing him like this. This wasn't Nick. Nick has pink cheeks from blushing all the time, Nick has a smile permanently on his lips, unless they're pressed against mine. Nick has eyes that show his every emotion. This isn't Nick. I wanted Nick. I needed Nick, my Nick, the real Nick. I sobbed harder, if that was possible. It was hurting, my heart was literally hurting. Like heartburn times a billion.
"It's going to be okay Joe." Demi was talking. Why did they keep saying it, they don't know!
"How can you possibly say it's going to be okay! It's not okay! Nick is not okay right now! He's sick! Look at him, that's not okay. My boyfriend is not supposed to be sick! He's supposed to be awake with me! I love him, I want to marry him one day. He's my everything, and he's my forever!"
"Really?"
"Yes! Wait…Nick?" I turned back towards Nick, his eyes were opened wide, watery with tears. There was pain in his eyes, and something I couldn't read.
"Really really?" I smiled, but started sobbing again.
"Really really." His tears spilled over, but he didn't say anything, he just looked at me. I heard Liv, Demi, and Kev leave behind me, but I didn't look, I just watched Nick, tried to figure out what he was thinking. I couldn't read him. I always can. Did I freak him out? Was he happy? I just don't know. I held his face in my hands, bring my face towards his. "Nick, you need to tell me what you're thinking." He bit his lip, I stroked his cheeks with my thumbs. "Nicky."
"That was the sweetest nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. And I feel the same way Joey. I love you, a ridiculous amount. You are amazing, and you are my everything too." I kissed his lips softly. (I want to do Chuck Bass, and Nate. Slut.) I pulled away from him, and caressed his cheeks.
"I love you too Nicky, a ridiculous amount." He smiled softly, then frowned.
"What's wrong with me Joey?"
"You have the flu, and your immune system won't fight it, because, because you had cancer." His eyes opened wide.
"What cancer? I never had..." He looked at me, begging me not to question him. But I never listen.
"Why didn't you tell me you had cancer?" More tears fell.
"Because it was another chapter in my life that I wanted to forget. I don't want to talk about it!" He turned onto his side, away from me, trying to block me out. Silly Nick. I walked over to the other side of him, he was pouting, his lip quivering, his eyes dripping tears.
"It's okay Nicky. We don't have to talk about it right now. Okay baby?" He nodded, and moved over in the bed, leaving me about two inches of space.
"Get in. Please?" I got in beside him, and pulled him into me. "How sick am I Joey?" I contemplated what to tell him in my head. "Don't lie Joey, I've been sick before. I can take it."
"I don't know if I can." He kissed my chest, and laced his fingers into mine.
"It's okay Joey." There it is again. Okay. It's not okay. It's not okay at all.
"How do you know it's okay Nicky? How can you say that?" He squeezed my hand.
"I just do." Somehow that was strangely comforting.
"I don't really know how sick you are. But you're immune system isn't fighting the infection, so it's hurting your body." I felt him nod.
"Okay." I officially hate that word with every fibre in my being. (I’m Chuck Bass. Yes you are Chuck Bass, and you’re fucking sexy.) "Joey?"
"Yeah baby?"
"I don't feel good."
"Of course not. You're sick in the hospital."
"No I mean I feel wors-" He didn't finish his sentence. Because he leaned over the bed, to throw up blood.

Ah this chapter brought back memories.

xoxo Gossip Girl(Bahahaha, that's what Hunter keeps saying that. Love him.)

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[xoxoJoeIsMyLifexoxo]

ah lucky bitch. -_-

hot boxing?

ahahahahhahaha. :)

awh. poor Nick!

poor Joe!

ah, love it!

post soon!

[lighterheart69]

It was amazing. We were fucking bored, and Christmas movies aren't the same as when you're little. So, I have a stash for emergencies. We closed my bathroom door, turned the shower on as hot as it goes, the bathroom filled with steam, and we lit up. Hunter is hilarious times a billion when he's high. It was the funniest high ever. I love weed. I wish I could live in weed.

[xoxoJoeIsMyLifexoxo]

LMAO.

I have a stash too. only because I came back from that party with someones weed stuffed down my bra. somehow they thought I wouldn't smoke it...

kind of odd.

awh man.

me and my friend and her mom hot boxed their van once. amazing

haha.

[lighterheart69]

Bathroom is way better. Though mines a little large, the steam makes it amazing. We could barely see each other, and it was so hard to breath. We got so hot and sweaty that we had to start stripping. I love Hunter. I always make sure to have a couple grams, at least 3. And now I need more.

[xoxoJoeIsMyLifexoxo]

lmfao.

never tried it.

yeah, i have at least 4 grams right now.

and yeah. lmaaao.

that sounds like it was fun.

[lighterheart69]

Go try it right now. It's fabulous. But all my stuff smells like weed. I had to air out my bathroom, and now everything I own smells like weed. I love it though, weed is very comforting. Hunter is giving me a back massage. Why am I dating Thomas and not Hunter?

[NICKJxomyheartbeat]

Please don't end this the way you told me :'(

[erika341]

aww poor nicky :'( ihope hes all right

[TOOTZNBABYGURL]

AWE POOR NICKY :(

 *tears*

[prettyapple25]

omg im in tears right now that was so sad but so sweet and so scary and :'( i hope nicks gonna b ok and joe dosent do anything reckless..

[krazyschoolgirl3]

aw poor nick please post soon hopefully he gets better

[XDCoNvErSeCrAzYXD]

nick can't die!!

i don't want him to die!!

please don't make him die!!!

sigh, i hate cancer. alot people in my family died from it. idk if this is only in pennsylvania but, did you ever hear of "alex's lemonade stand"?

[irockblue]

meRrY Chr!sTmAS

glad that ur gettin better

[irockblue]

that happens 2 me when they give me medicne (sp)

[MRSArikaJonas]

nick is going to be ok, or im gonna freakin hurt someone!!!!!

[zoemalemba]

omg no pls make nick better