I Will Become What I Know I Am. [2,000]

First off, thankyou for the comments on my last video. That video alone I have gained around 170 subscribers. ikr.

Once again, this video has a lot of meaning to me. Especially the quote.
When I tell people my dreams and ambitions, a lot of people will look at me and be like 'pft, yeah right.' or 'whatever, like to see the day.' But I know what I want, and I have never given up on a horse and thrown something perfect away. Yes, I have spent almost 2 years now just focussing at home, maturing my riding. The odd competition, but nothing seriously competitive. I used to compete almost every weekend a few years back. Now, I havent competed since around August last year, then before that it wasnt til around March/April. Yet, all this time off has made me realise how much I want this. How much I want to reach my dream. What I will do to get there. I have never been so determained to get back out again and prove these people who doubt me, wrong.
Every little girls dream is to become a 'proffesional' of some sort or another, see our name on the front of magazines in big lights. Unfortunately we are all hit with something; reality. Hence why I am not intending taking up riding as a full time career as much as I'd love to. I intend to go to University/College into Graphic design and keep my horses separate to education/work. I will carry on competing until and 'if' my riding really takes off.
I am not giving up, but even the smallest step forward is a step closer to my 'childhood dream'. Time will tell.

UPDATES
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Dee: Going well ridden, but recently she has been travelling very oddly. Till the time today where we literally only got out of the yard entrance and she just collapsed in the trailer twice and just lay there. Everyone rushed over and got her to her feet. Something obviously isn't right. Most likely her balance, getting physio booked and check her out. She is her total self to be ridden and handled so I will carry on riding her out at home unless something obvious pops up.

Cruise: Still getting him fit. Flatwork is going beaaautifully, he's finally mastered the lateral works! Working on his flying changes currently. Competing him next weekend (13th) and then the following weeks. Jump some bigger tracks once he's fit enough.

Struggling to get footage, with still fairly dark nights and no one to film.
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[SeaSpray08]

i love this video its amazing. really truely is. and good on your for setting your dreams out like that, this year has shown me you can get where you want to be youve just got to stay motivated. you'll get there with your fantastic attitude ;)

ps have you changed what side you travel her on? oscar used to fall over if we travelled him on the left but was perfect on the right :) just a thought xxx

[xKSEventingx]

@SeaSpray08 Yeah, we thought about that at first. But she's always travelled on the right, and left and with no partition. Thing is, last week when she was stumbling on the way to a PC rally, after I had ridden her. To travel her back she was no bother, as if she'd loosened a muscle up or something. Either way, we are getting the physio out :)

[xHannahxLovesxHorses]

this is absolutely beautiful. kate, you are incredible. the things you have achieved with your horses are so incredible and you should be so proud. you have brought them all on an incredible amount. your a true inspiration and i honestly wish you the best of luck for this year, you deserve it more than anyone. incredible video, you deserve every single on of your subbers <3

how is galaxy getting on?

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[xKSEventingx]

@xHannahxLovesxHorses Ahh yeah, forgot to mention about good old Gal (: He's going really well, again more consistent, and balance in the canter is going well. Just working on him coming up and working into the contact more :)

[Lozi1994]

ahh I love all your videos, they're crazzyyy good! where do you find the amazing quotes? :)

[LaurenRides101]

can i use this audio?

[rebbffl4ever]

wow i love love love this video iv watached all of them an iv subscribed but can i plese ask what video editer do u use i promise i wont copy ur idears tho xxxx :) xxxx AMAZING VIDS KEEP IT UP xx

[dreamhorse110]

these videos are amaxing love them sooo much i used one of the quotes iin a essay it was nobody is gonna hit ya as hard as life.haha my friend, Dreamkaylin used the audio for Last letter with out saying i dont own audio...u should check it out

[KimberlyGhorses]

I know you probably hear this billions of times a day but I love your videos! There amazing. I don't know where you got the audio but it fits the video so perfectly. Where do you get stuff like that? I know you have it on some of your other video's but its awesome! My video's are awful in the fist place, but this makes them look 10000000000000000 times worse! Hahah

[IrisSings16]

the audio really inspires me & so does your awesome description.  i love the video as well!

[HorseyRach1]

Thats nice, i nearly teared :L :D ♥ Do You mind me asking where you can download quotes like this? I wont use the ecact same quote, because you used it for your video but ive been trying to find out where to download dem? xx please reply ♥

[candymeadowalmondjoy]

I ALMOST started crying, and dude, i never cry.

[SolarFlare67]

"I'm scared of what I won't become. And you're scared of what I /could/ become."

Gah, so freakin' true. Great video! :)