ANGER

A POEM ABOUT ALLOWING MYSELF TO FEEL ANGRY ABOUT THE TRAUMA I WAS SUBJECTED TO.

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[reuscmar]

I didn't know that anger issues had anything to do with bpd... I always saw myself as a pretty strong person. But now and then, I explode. And the stupidest thing can trigger it. But these outbursts last for a few minutes or hours and then just fade. And it doesn't happen so often anymore, but it's weird. I related it to a really bad relationship I had, but never to the stuff that happened to me earlier in my life... Does anyone live something similar?

[landofhealth]

@reuscmar i didnt ever know i felt angrt til i wrote this when i was in psyc hospital.. i aways turned it inward or it went straight into sorrow. i'm only just learning to assert myself :) hugs, blue x

[Mslexy73]

Thank You

[landofhealth]

(((Mslexy73 ))) hugs to you

[sundog444]

We are treated as if anger is a disease we invented and imposed on ourselves. I did NOT make myself angry someone did this TO me. I have always survived by eating anger, I was not given a choice. To every person who ever looked at me like I had two heads, you are correct to fear me when the shockwave of my anger reaches you. The repercussions of abuse are ugly. COWARDS LOOK AWAY. When she screams, look into her eyes, and tell her

it's allright they can't hurt you anymore.

It has to come out.

[landofhealth]

you're so right what you wrote.. they did it to us and i eat my anger too it is easier to distroy myself cos its all i've ever known.. the abuse .. and turning that anger inward xx bluebell

[hab123]

@sundog4 no friend good luck to yuo with that >>>>>>>

any way i did not mean any threat >>>>>>> but do not bother to defend ur self when angry people like that attack u .. it is useless ....... be quite and polite with those people is the best u can do ........ brfore they tear u to pieces .........hahahahahah..........­...........hahahahahahahahahaa­hahah

[sundog444]

@hab123 what a brave anonymous internet threat. Good luck when your predictions come true in your own life.

[suiciderisk100percen]

I refuse to give it up, I m trying to fight against self-hate... thx for your video. It s painfull to watch, but pain has not to be hidden. The world asks to hide it... xx

[suiciderisk100percen]

@landofhealth sorry about my username, I choosed it in a very bad period and I m ashamed about it now. I recognize the anger, the anger that comes somteimes so close too hate. And when I feel hate, I hate myself. Borderline is a terrible thing to live with. I can t handle myself. I will need therapy again... 30 years old and 5 years of constantly pain, before I was splitted up in a person that was happy and another person, now the pain doesn t end... I want to stop my selfdestruction, hugs toyou

[suiciderisk100percen]

sorry about my username, I choosed it in a very bad period. I recognize the anger, the anger that comes sometimes so close too hate. And when I feel hate, I hate myself. Borderline is a terrible thing to live with. I can t handle myself. I will need therapy again... 30 years old and 5 years of constantly pain and all way I can find to doe selfdestructive things.

Your video means a lot to me. Hugs to you, landofealth

[reuscmar]

@landofhealth Well, if you're able to express it like that, you must be on the right path. Probably I'm a bit further then, cause all I can feel is anger. At least towards the pig that hurt me... But I can't grasp it, as if it was volatile and falls on me ocasionnaly. It's weird, really. But thanks very much for your concern. hugs to you

[hab123]

@sundog444 what a weapon is a weapon of anger shockwave .....better watch and be carful with quite people they are not always frank and they wait in the shadows for the right moment and they will tear u apart u wont expect it ....