All About Lap Band Maintenence - How It Feels To Plateau
Basically I just ramble about all my feelings from pre-op to maintenence and where my head is at now. Coming to to terms with my weight and body the way it is NOW and not how it will be. Praising myself for my progress, and keeping my own ideas of body image and obesity in check.
youre such an admirable person... it takes a really insightful person to see her faults and then try to change them. really, i admire you, i do.
im going in for a consultation the week after next and im SO excited.
i just cant wait for the end of the journey and i havent even started it haha :-\
kssx33 3 years ago
Sometimes I refer to myself as be a 'deflated' fat person.
redrum602 3 years ago
Sadly, obese people have to show their illness publicly, unlike other addicts.
I so wish I was part of the other half..the "normal" half.
You are better than the fatties now. Being fat is so gross and senseless...I HATE IT.
How many fills have you had? Do you have lapband, or realize? How full is it?
sunnylilme 3 years ago
I so feel your pain. My bio dad to this day
wanted my mom just not me. So I so get the
food filling the emptiness. Cant wait to be
able to get out and rock climb :)
itcomputerchick 3 years ago
you are a great person, and that goofy persona was probobly a wall you had up to prevent being too vulnerable. I know that's what I used to do and there's a good chance you just feel more "exposed". I admire you and you are a great inspiration. I'm still fighting with my insurance to approve me but the surgeons office gave me a "tentative" surgery date of the 18th of this month :) i hope I hope
WretchedThoughts 3 years ago