A JEMI STORY / A NEMI STORY - episode 40 - House of blues [part 10/10]

I knew demi would be shocked. But I couldnt imagine the feeling I would get by actually telling someone. It was nice.
*and now--* demi bit her lip.

*and now taylor might be gone. He was practically the only family I had close to me. nick isnt my friend anymore. And my dad has been trying to convince us that we can live with him. And everytime I ask him for money, since our family is , well, rich- he always tries to get me and nick over. Through guilt. its not like hes forcing us to- But I dont trust him.*
*Im so sorry.* she leaned in over her chair and wrapped her arms around me. the room was pretty cold but it got a little warmer just then. Demis touch was all I needed. *I can be youre friend. And youre right. We both have something thats.. made us who were are today.* she stopped hugging me.
*thanks.* I smiled.
It was silent for a small moment, then nick came in from the other hallway, grasping his chest and the wall with his hands. His eyes wandered quickly around the room, and looked right back at me-
*taylors gone.*

I stood up not being able to speak. I didnt get to say goodbye to him. This was it. I could blink. I could barely breathe. I felt myself collapse, but someone embraced me before I fell.

*its gonna be okay, joe.* nick steadied me on my feet and kept a strong grip on my back. I looked over at him from the corner of my eye. He was scared- and sorry at the same time.
Nick held me tighter to walk me back into taylors room. The nurses were about to fold the white blanket over his eyes. nick let go of my arm and whispered into one of the nurses ears, and she gestured to me. I walked over, looking over taylors body that was mostly covered in the sheet.
I was gonna miss him.

I placed the sheet over his face and let my arms drop to my sides. My face and heart felt like it was being stretched and torn. Ripped a hole through it and shredded into a million pieces.
The pieces left of my heart, anyway.
The nurse clicked off the light as she left the room with taylors parents following him. Nick and I stayed inside the room.

I sat down in the chair that was placed where taylors spot was - Who cares if nick is there. Taylor is dead. This is a disaster- im a disaster. My whole life is a disaster. I folded my face into my palms and let myself cry.
I wanted to reach for help but everyone was too far away at the moment- ugh.

Look at me. im Im a mess. A fucking mess. Im a guy- and I was bawling my eyes out. I thought about what nick must be watching right now. Which made everything come harder.
*you dont have to stay here nick. I know im a--*
*joe, its okay. I—I want to tell you that. you didnt loose everyone. Not.. me, anyways.* nick smiled- half scared. And half confused. i sighed, ripping my eyes from my palms.

*you heard everything?*
*yeah.* nick got up and walked over to me- *I heard you and demi. talking. And I just dont know what to think. But thanks for wanting to protect me.* nick cracked a small smile. I nodded.
*your welcome. And.. thanks for wanting to be there.* I bit my lip, placing my hand on his shoulder. *I think just having someone to care for you is a lot more important than trying to get something that doesnt really belong to you.* I swallowed hard. Nick sat on the chair opposite me, my hand falling to my lap.
*what do you mean?*
*it means im going to leave you and demi alone. You need her. But so do I- shes the closest thing I have to a friend right now. Along with you, I hope.* I smiled halfway.

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[TrueMinhaMusic]

yeahh, the story's not here o.O

[joejonaswantsmesobad]

its up im sooo sorry Dx

[thechelsomatic]

wheree is the story ? :)

[joejonaswantsmesobad]

ahhh its up!! hehe sorry for that. i was typing the next episode Dx

[jemiloverforever100]

Aww, poor taylor :'(

[jemiloverforever100]

Aww, poof taylor:"(

[popprincess1901]

aww glad nick and joe are friends but i really did want jemi but i guess it's nemi but if we saw Ms.J and what colour ring she's wearing then we would know for sure

[Seldem4eva]

aww.. tht was so sweet n sad... loved it!!

[thechelsomatic]

thatss alright, awesome story cant wait for the nexxt one ! :)

[dancecutie125]

aww