Ran into this looking at abk stuff.. I don't know you Ranika, but I was suicidal most my life. I was just waiting for my mom to die so I dont hurt her by taking away her daughter. Everything reminds you of why you hate being awake. everything reminds you of what you don't have, wont have, or don't deserve. Love feels fake, smiling hurts, and friends just seem like a chore. why wont they leave you alone to die? this isn't a healthy way to think and it DOES NOT LAST... msg me if you need to talk.
Ran into this looking at abk stuff.. I don't know you Ranika, but I was suicidal most my life. I was just waiting for my mom to die so I dont hurt her by taking away her daughter. Everything reminds you of why you hate being awake. everything reminds you of what you don't have, wont have, or don't deserve. Love feels fake, smiling hurts, and friends just seem like a chore. why wont they leave you alone to die? this isn't a healthy way to think and it DOES NOT LAST... msg me if you need to talk.
anonamuffin 3 months ago